05-18-2007, 12:00 AM
Quote:When I awoke one of the first things I said was I can see! I can see! Its as if scales have fallen from my eyes. My mother who is a nurse responded with yes, I know that you can see. It wasnt the physical seeing that I was referring to, it was the spiritual. It was if a curtain had been placed across my eyes due to a traumatic incident that happened when I was 18. It affected every part of my life. The way I acted, the way I spoke, the way I viewed relationships and the world had all been infiltrated because of this one event. I had felt dirty and harbored feelings of guilt due to what happened. I had thought that God could not look at me. I had felt that I was never good enough. Through this event, I was able to see into my own heart...
..I was able to forgive people in the past. I had previously thought that by forgiving someone was letting them off. I now realize by not forgiving them that you are bound to them. So many realizations and truths were brought to light. I experienced another 2 comas, the second in which I saw hell. I didnt sleep for 3 days in ICU after the visions I saw. You will have to contact me to find out about that one! They actually had to tie me to the bed during that coma as I was trying to pull all of my tubes out which would have resulted in death.. Carolyn's NDE
This NDE talks about seeing, the non-physical seeing that cuts through the guff. Also, she cites the exact time when that natural way of seeing was interrupted and how that interruption placed a "curtain" over her (or anyone's) natural state of being able to see.
Her mention of "hell" may be a description of one of the realms of the IBS. I'll try to find more on that description as I browse that site again.
"The Reailty Is That You Will Die. The Uncertainty Is What Will Happen After That.."
..I was able to forgive people in the past. I had previously thought that by forgiving someone was letting them off. I now realize by not forgiving them that you are bound to them. So many realizations and truths were brought to light. I experienced another 2 comas, the second in which I saw hell. I didnt sleep for 3 days in ICU after the visions I saw. You will have to contact me to find out about that one! They actually had to tie me to the bed during that coma as I was trying to pull all of my tubes out which would have resulted in death.. Carolyn's NDE
This NDE talks about seeing, the non-physical seeing that cuts through the guff. Also, she cites the exact time when that natural way of seeing was interrupted and how that interruption placed a "curtain" over her (or anyone's) natural state of being able to see.
Her mention of "hell" may be a description of one of the realms of the IBS. I'll try to find more on that description as I browse that site again.
"The Reailty Is That You Will Die. The Uncertainty Is What Will Happen After That.."