05-31-2007, 12:00 AM
One other thing I find accross the board with these NDEs is that they no longer fear death...well the ones with the non-"hell" experiences . And even those who clean up their act have been assured that their post-life experience can be altered for the better.
But overall, the fear of death is gone. Another thing that is accross the board is that most of these people are ANGRY that they have to come back and live. When I was doing dreaming intensely a while back, nearly devoid of stalking in my life, I had the exact same sensation. I would wake up and have to remind myself what year it was, who my children were and what my current "concerns" were. Also, I was pissed off that I had to face these "concerns" once I remembered what they were. Every morning was like that for a year or so.
Stalking has been the remedy for that. Now I look as much forward to waking up as in going to sleep.
Dreamers beware....dreaming is the sweet allure of death, make no mistake about it. What it does in essence is remind you that the realm after physical death is a much more sublime and welcoming one. But another thing the NDEs warn of, as did don Juan, is that as sublime as the temptation is to quit living, especially for warriors, one must continue in spite of it. There really is a plan, a reason, an intent of the spirit for each of our being here in this crazy, fucked-up, marvelous plane of existence right now.
As long as you fix your intent to have a romance with the mystery of the waking world as well via controlled folly (since you will, for certain, lose your consideration of it as more real than dreaming) then you should be fine.
row row row your boat
gently down the stream
merrily merrily merrily merrily
life is but a dream
"The Reailty Is That You Will Die. The Uncertainty Is What Will Happen After That.."
But overall, the fear of death is gone. Another thing that is accross the board is that most of these people are ANGRY that they have to come back and live. When I was doing dreaming intensely a while back, nearly devoid of stalking in my life, I had the exact same sensation. I would wake up and have to remind myself what year it was, who my children were and what my current "concerns" were. Also, I was pissed off that I had to face these "concerns" once I remembered what they were. Every morning was like that for a year or so.
Stalking has been the remedy for that. Now I look as much forward to waking up as in going to sleep.
Dreamers beware....dreaming is the sweet allure of death, make no mistake about it. What it does in essence is remind you that the realm after physical death is a much more sublime and welcoming one. But another thing the NDEs warn of, as did don Juan, is that as sublime as the temptation is to quit living, especially for warriors, one must continue in spite of it. There really is a plan, a reason, an intent of the spirit for each of our being here in this crazy, fucked-up, marvelous plane of existence right now.
As long as you fix your intent to have a romance with the mystery of the waking world as well via controlled folly (since you will, for certain, lose your consideration of it as more real than dreaming) then you should be fine.
row row row your boat
gently down the stream
merrily merrily merrily merrily
life is but a dream
"The Reailty Is That You Will Die. The Uncertainty Is What Will Happen After That.."