11-02-2006, 12:00 AM
When remembering some of the things that we used to do in the woods of F.E. awareness I thought about times I would get with my friend brian that had a personal relationship with the F.E. there.
He would take me there and really did'nt realize at the time until years latter that he would summon the energy there and then lite off oxygen and acetylene filled ballons and explode them when they manifested and this became an obsession with him to the point that he would lite them off all the time at home or anywhere even at his place of employment that he got fired from many good jobs because he felt a need to explode the balloons of gas.
I think now that this was his defense against something that overtook him and with the use of explodeing balloons felt that he could break their fixation on him.
In my opinion that did'nt fix his problem but made it into something else.
After 911 he wanted to use my tanks of gas to fill balloons and said that he wanted to do it for fun and I laid the law down with him by not letting him useing my tanks for recreational fireworks.
Just last year he got fired at a place that made parts for aero-space and the military by explodeing oxy and acetylene balloons there in the facility.
I think his obsession was to let F.E. awareness manifest and let off a bomb.
He did this when I really was'nt aware of what he was doing because he was always so secretive and deceptive until I broke away of his influence of deception that all started when I just started growing hair down there around 12 or thirteen years old.
Aranno.
He would take me there and really did'nt realize at the time until years latter that he would summon the energy there and then lite off oxygen and acetylene filled ballons and explode them when they manifested and this became an obsession with him to the point that he would lite them off all the time at home or anywhere even at his place of employment that he got fired from many good jobs because he felt a need to explode the balloons of gas.
I think now that this was his defense against something that overtook him and with the use of explodeing balloons felt that he could break their fixation on him.
In my opinion that did'nt fix his problem but made it into something else.
After 911 he wanted to use my tanks of gas to fill balloons and said that he wanted to do it for fun and I laid the law down with him by not letting him useing my tanks for recreational fireworks.
Just last year he got fired at a place that made parts for aero-space and the military by explodeing oxy and acetylene balloons there in the facility.
I think his obsession was to let F.E. awareness manifest and let off a bomb.
He did this when I really was'nt aware of what he was doing because he was always so secretive and deceptive until I broke away of his influence of deception that all started when I just started growing hair down there around 12 or thirteen years old.
Aranno.