12-25-2009, 12:00 AM
The dreams have calmed down.
I should describe a dream vision I had: I awoke in a room similar to the one I was sleeping in. Sparse, though. There was some kind of power center in it I was
seated near, and as I became aware of this a massive upwelling of energy flooded my being and this heat flooded my head. This energy was so overwhelming a sort
of roar came from me and in a flash I felt the energy take a decisely evil and demonic turn- here I faced my inner self and turned from the energy, as I felt
that it wanted me to succumb to it, and I felt that if I did I would become immensely powerful but at the same time completely loose my awareness. I wanted the
energy, the power, but I also wanted to remain decisively aware of my actions. It ended.
I should describe a dream vision I had: I awoke in a room similar to the one I was sleeping in. Sparse, though. There was some kind of power center in it I was
seated near, and as I became aware of this a massive upwelling of energy flooded my being and this heat flooded my head. This energy was so overwhelming a sort
of roar came from me and in a flash I felt the energy take a decisely evil and demonic turn- here I faced my inner self and turned from the energy, as I felt
that it wanted me to succumb to it, and I felt that if I did I would become immensely powerful but at the same time completely loose my awareness. I wanted the
energy, the power, but I also wanted to remain decisively aware of my actions. It ended.