10-01-2008, 12:00 AM
Monday night or tuesday morning I knew before I went to bed that I was going to dream because of the feeling of the surroundings that I had even though I was
in my house and when I laid down to get comfortable to fall asleep I started dreaming already before I was truely sleeping because I just blew my nose and had
a drink of water and went into a dream and woke up with the kleenex still in my hand which is weird because it takes me at least ten minutes to start sleeping.
I had about forty dreams that night and about 12 that were to the level that I reached my dreaming attention and the rest were just drive by dreams as though I
was just watching a movie-3D. Before I went to bed I set up my intent because of the feeling that I had and this feeling that I had was of the predatorial
I.B's that try and consume your attention by diverting your attention so they can feed off your energy and I latter knew that it was the Daddy of F.E.
because it was'nt until I woke up that it was the F.I. because of the fleeting shadows hovering around me along with the sound of vibration around my body.
These type of dreams don't happen all the time but I felt that this was a different arrangement than my typical dreams that I would have and the difference
I feel is that I had more of a degree of control than in the past and that I was ready for some real onslaughts compared to the past I would fear the
confrontation but this time I anticipated what was going to happen. So I started out with some vivid short dreams and noticed how in my dreams that items and
simple tasks would present themselfs to occupy my attention that would muddle my intent and when I recognized this element I would let the dream disolve but
still held onto my dreaming attention and would continue with my intent and as soon I entered into a new dreaming scene the same thing would happen by
something muddleing with my intent like if I wanted to go outside something would fall and I would try and go around it but then something else would get in my
way or divert my attention to go around the first initial object and then I would get pissed off and then shut off my internal dialog and let the dream
disassemble into another one and the same thing would happen.
What I noticed was the energy trying to disrupt my attention so I instead of running from it decided to go after it by enticing the intrusion by setting it up
because I know what it uses to trigger there involvement so I would set up elements with my intent and it worked hook line and sinker, I would think about this
one women that turned me on by her body and sure as **** there she was naked and I would then go to the main elements (figures) and sut off my internal dialog
and see there energy configuration and as soon as I would do this they would turn into electric type energy cloud and dissappear really quick only to reappear
in another form and this turned into a bout of will or (the fight for your attention not being consumed) manipulated.
When I woke up seeing the shadows I was actually happy because I was looking forward to going to bed the next night so I could do this all over again because I
felt I was gaining ground because I was on them like flies on **** and felt my defenses were getting stronger as I continued.
This day which was tuesday was really different by being really strange but really neat at the same time, I was driving and saw this really bright colored
rainbow with the full arch and in the past I would hardly ever see one that was so complete with such brillient bright colors and then while I was in awl by
this brillient rainbow I knew that If I went the right way that I could drive right where it touched down on the ground and this is what happened and it was
really cool and kickass to be in clouds of color but it did not last long as I watched the rainbow spot that touched the ground which was easy to spot because
it was a corn field so I could see it travel because the circle was about a couple hundred yard circle going about forty miles an hour and within or less than
a minute of driving though a rainbow I get a call from my employer that he was told that I went into a building that was next to the place were I was at and
used there hilo and that he would have to tell his manager(top management) but I told them that I never set foot into the building on private property near
were I was at and he believed me, that it was all assumptions on the guy he was talking to because I took a pallet that was light enough and slid it off the
ramp of a truck on to the floor and thought I needed a hilo to have it on the floor and only the building a ways away had a hilo. This other guy not my
coworker wanted my job without knowing what happened since there was nobody there and he assumed I went on private property and started using there equipement.
I thought to myself after I clarified this matter that it ruined such a wonderous sight to travel though a rain bow but seconds latter wondering if I was going
to be fired by someone thinking or assuming and accusing me of doing something criminal.
in my house and when I laid down to get comfortable to fall asleep I started dreaming already before I was truely sleeping because I just blew my nose and had
a drink of water and went into a dream and woke up with the kleenex still in my hand which is weird because it takes me at least ten minutes to start sleeping.
I had about forty dreams that night and about 12 that were to the level that I reached my dreaming attention and the rest were just drive by dreams as though I
was just watching a movie-3D. Before I went to bed I set up my intent because of the feeling that I had and this feeling that I had was of the predatorial
I.B's that try and consume your attention by diverting your attention so they can feed off your energy and I latter knew that it was the Daddy of F.E.
because it was'nt until I woke up that it was the F.I. because of the fleeting shadows hovering around me along with the sound of vibration around my body.
These type of dreams don't happen all the time but I felt that this was a different arrangement than my typical dreams that I would have and the difference
I feel is that I had more of a degree of control than in the past and that I was ready for some real onslaughts compared to the past I would fear the
confrontation but this time I anticipated what was going to happen. So I started out with some vivid short dreams and noticed how in my dreams that items and
simple tasks would present themselfs to occupy my attention that would muddle my intent and when I recognized this element I would let the dream disolve but
still held onto my dreaming attention and would continue with my intent and as soon I entered into a new dreaming scene the same thing would happen by
something muddleing with my intent like if I wanted to go outside something would fall and I would try and go around it but then something else would get in my
way or divert my attention to go around the first initial object and then I would get pissed off and then shut off my internal dialog and let the dream
disassemble into another one and the same thing would happen.
What I noticed was the energy trying to disrupt my attention so I instead of running from it decided to go after it by enticing the intrusion by setting it up
because I know what it uses to trigger there involvement so I would set up elements with my intent and it worked hook line and sinker, I would think about this
one women that turned me on by her body and sure as **** there she was naked and I would then go to the main elements (figures) and sut off my internal dialog
and see there energy configuration and as soon as I would do this they would turn into electric type energy cloud and dissappear really quick only to reappear
in another form and this turned into a bout of will or (the fight for your attention not being consumed) manipulated.
When I woke up seeing the shadows I was actually happy because I was looking forward to going to bed the next night so I could do this all over again because I
felt I was gaining ground because I was on them like flies on **** and felt my defenses were getting stronger as I continued.
This day which was tuesday was really different by being really strange but really neat at the same time, I was driving and saw this really bright colored
rainbow with the full arch and in the past I would hardly ever see one that was so complete with such brillient bright colors and then while I was in awl by
this brillient rainbow I knew that If I went the right way that I could drive right where it touched down on the ground and this is what happened and it was
really cool and kickass to be in clouds of color but it did not last long as I watched the rainbow spot that touched the ground which was easy to spot because
it was a corn field so I could see it travel because the circle was about a couple hundred yard circle going about forty miles an hour and within or less than
a minute of driving though a rainbow I get a call from my employer that he was told that I went into a building that was next to the place were I was at and
used there hilo and that he would have to tell his manager(top management) but I told them that I never set foot into the building on private property near
were I was at and he believed me, that it was all assumptions on the guy he was talking to because I took a pallet that was light enough and slid it off the
ramp of a truck on to the floor and thought I needed a hilo to have it on the floor and only the building a ways away had a hilo. This other guy not my
coworker wanted my job without knowing what happened since there was nobody there and he assumed I went on private property and started using there equipement.
I thought to myself after I clarified this matter that it ruined such a wonderous sight to travel though a rain bow but seconds latter wondering if I was going
to be fired by someone thinking or assuming and accusing me of doing something criminal.