Difficulty in dreaming

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Been there, Trinsic. Motivation requires some free energy....and when we're in difficult circumstances, free energy's seemingly difficult to come by. But not impossible There's a way...and your inner seer can show it to you. It's just a matter of softening up the soil in presumed hardened and fixed circumstances. Just enough for something to take root. What if you take some time..maybe 10 minutes? And simply sit in silence with the intention of looking at the whole of your situation and finding a crack in the "impossibility"....and sliver of light to work with. Just be open to the possibility of "Well, maybe I can do this for a few minutes a day" Like take a couple minutes in the morning to write your dreams in a dream journal...which has been proven time and again to improve recall and increase the chance of lucidity. Or like take maybe 5 minutes a couple times a day to gather inner silence which expands that space needed to see....to have insights come...to find ways to save and gather energy....little practices one can do that can be very very powerful. Nothing esoteric or even noticeable from others' perspective...just you calibrating within your personal situation..making subtle adjustments...improving your energetic system. It doesn't take much...to tip the scales...and then you'll feel something like a "second wind"....a breeze of inspiration....of new possibility. It's a great feeling and, even though I've been on this "path" for awhile, I have to do the very thing I'm recommending to you....quite frequently! To find movement again when I feel trapped or discouraged.