11-02-2010, 12:00 AM
Autumn lays bare the beginnings of the power of death. I want to keep dying every minute so I can live. My focus for some years now has been on this dying in my tonal and the life that comes in its place. I don't remember dreams consistently or get lucid frequently. I had the longest lucid I ever had a few or two weeks ago after a large move out of my ruts. It was around two hours. I did some flying and shifted into a crow. I did some other things along those lines but also did some practical hand looking and looking at things in the dream. I have barely remembered a dream since. Since I am not a regular dreamer I don't know if this time it's the vata season or my current pattern of dreaming. I am having more waking dreaming, walking in a world of wonder. Maybe in time I will have enough tonal cleared to dream. If the dreaming helps this waking dream we are all living I am for it.