07-28-2008, 12:00 AM
OK, the above being said and gotten out of the way, let me tell you how this relates to dreaming. Now, I don't have any insight into healing myself or
anyone else, and I don't know squat about what a nagual is supposed to do. But, I can see energy, and when I feel like it, I can see fine details, myriad
layers and exotic structures. I rarely know what to do with the information I gather, but I guess you can't have it all, I'm just happy I can do what
I can. So, let me tell you about the latest and greatest thing I've seen, something that still leaves me perplexed. When I start by looking at the
internal structure of my dreaming body, then travel outward, infinitely far away, I end up inside my dreaming body again... Except, now it's bigger and
brighter and more dynamic in every way. When I go to the crown chakra of the outer dreaming body, I see a bright light and can speak with the angel being
called Raphael that I wrote about.
No matter how clearly I may speak of this angel phenomenon, I don't want to imply that I understand it. Inorganic beings are a thousand times more
"real" to me than this angel, but the angel is a thousand times more powerful. So what am I supposed to say. The main thing is, it seems to me that
my dreaming body is dreaming itself, that the larger version of my dreaming body is the one that is doing the dreaming. So, that would mean that I am the
dream that is now merging with the dreamer. Somebody might say, hey that angel archetype is you, and you are just integrating it. That's fine except,
like inorganic beings, it has told me that it is absolutely not me. If I disregard that then I have to disregard everything. This whole dreaming body within
a dreaming body thing has really got me baffled, it seems to point at aspects of dreaming that I have never conceived of as possible until now.
anyone else, and I don't know squat about what a nagual is supposed to do. But, I can see energy, and when I feel like it, I can see fine details, myriad
layers and exotic structures. I rarely know what to do with the information I gather, but I guess you can't have it all, I'm just happy I can do what
I can. So, let me tell you about the latest and greatest thing I've seen, something that still leaves me perplexed. When I start by looking at the
internal structure of my dreaming body, then travel outward, infinitely far away, I end up inside my dreaming body again... Except, now it's bigger and
brighter and more dynamic in every way. When I go to the crown chakra of the outer dreaming body, I see a bright light and can speak with the angel being
called Raphael that I wrote about.
No matter how clearly I may speak of this angel phenomenon, I don't want to imply that I understand it. Inorganic beings are a thousand times more
"real" to me than this angel, but the angel is a thousand times more powerful. So what am I supposed to say. The main thing is, it seems to me that
my dreaming body is dreaming itself, that the larger version of my dreaming body is the one that is doing the dreaming. So, that would mean that I am the
dream that is now merging with the dreamer. Somebody might say, hey that angel archetype is you, and you are just integrating it. That's fine except,
like inorganic beings, it has told me that it is absolutely not me. If I disregard that then I have to disregard everything. This whole dreaming body within
a dreaming body thing has really got me baffled, it seems to point at aspects of dreaming that I have never conceived of as possible until now.