04-08-2014, 12:00 AM
seesaw wrote:I dont want to be here at all.
intent clearly declared. then why you're here? or there?
your action harshly contradicts the very basics of impeccability, dude - remember DJ's explaining it to Carlos? saying something to the effect - take all the time you need to hesitate, doubt, puzzle - but once you decide, no way back! no regret!
practically, once you mastered that, you will never again be where you don't want to be; you respect your own decisions which brought you there, be it expert navigation or awkward falling in a trap; you take responsibility for it; from now on all your energy invested in navigating from here-and-now towards your next destination > infinity.
which means - depression, like fear, is but a defeated enemy. they are physical sensations, which leaves you neutral - to use fear as alarm for danger, depression as alarm for stressing conditions of some sort. they don't block you - they energize you. elating!
so - if you care to be impeccable, either leave that tango class, or decide to stay in spite of the inconvenience, and tackle the challenge - whatever it is - for which you chose to go there in the first place.
seesaw wrote: I actually looked up how to erase my profile here on the site. hmm... not such a bad idea, and this was my advise to you on the "go go go go go!" post - this sock sucks, why stick to it? get a fresh one!
see saw wrote: I sit there looking at it, struggling to understand the words. I don't even have enough energy to perform the action.The state lasted two days at this sort of intensity...
and you choose impeccability as your issue to start a battle?
told ya, in my reply to your PM - impeccability is my best grade. sure you have your own strengths and i have my weaknesses - but, my impeccability fails to reach your high standards? pathetic!
i'm sure you're great with "hunting for power", for yourself and\or for those who send you as messenger (DDs? banderas? ) . and actually, this stoty is obviousely made-up for "stalking" sake. but why choose a subject you don't understand at all?
with all my theoretical ignorance in hunting power, i can tell - or be more humble and guess (but this will be "leaking energy" as shamanka defined? meaning my defenses are awkward?) - this story intended to pull the audience, create a circle within this mood - heavy indulgence, depression, fear. or is it a manifestation of a plan "flesh mob" performed in the safety of darkness?
anyway - the intent was to paralize my circle, rather then celebrate impeccability.
well...
try something else, preciousss.
intent clearly declared. then why you're here? or there?
your action harshly contradicts the very basics of impeccability, dude - remember DJ's explaining it to Carlos? saying something to the effect - take all the time you need to hesitate, doubt, puzzle - but once you decide, no way back! no regret!
practically, once you mastered that, you will never again be where you don't want to be; you respect your own decisions which brought you there, be it expert navigation or awkward falling in a trap; you take responsibility for it; from now on all your energy invested in navigating from here-and-now towards your next destination > infinity.
which means - depression, like fear, is but a defeated enemy. they are physical sensations, which leaves you neutral - to use fear as alarm for danger, depression as alarm for stressing conditions of some sort. they don't block you - they energize you. elating!
so - if you care to be impeccable, either leave that tango class, or decide to stay in spite of the inconvenience, and tackle the challenge - whatever it is - for which you chose to go there in the first place.
seesaw wrote: I actually looked up how to erase my profile here on the site. hmm... not such a bad idea, and this was my advise to you on the "go go go go go!" post - this sock sucks, why stick to it? get a fresh one!
see saw wrote: I sit there looking at it, struggling to understand the words. I don't even have enough energy to perform the action.The state lasted two days at this sort of intensity...
and you choose impeccability as your issue to start a battle?
told ya, in my reply to your PM - impeccability is my best grade. sure you have your own strengths and i have my weaknesses - but, my impeccability fails to reach your high standards? pathetic!
i'm sure you're great with "hunting for power", for yourself and\or for those who send you as messenger (DDs? banderas? ) . and actually, this stoty is obviousely made-up for "stalking" sake. but why choose a subject you don't understand at all?
with all my theoretical ignorance in hunting power, i can tell - or be more humble and guess (but this will be "leaking energy" as shamanka defined? meaning my defenses are awkward?) - this story intended to pull the audience, create a circle within this mood - heavy indulgence, depression, fear. or is it a manifestation of a plan "flesh mob" performed in the safety of darkness?
anyway - the intent was to paralize my circle, rather then celebrate impeccability.
well...
try something else, preciousss.