05-13-2014, 12:00 AM
I have experienced every moment of what you described in your initial post, SS. Many, many times. Isn't it funny, I can look back and laugh somehow? It's like embracing the whole thing with an over-riding acceptance. An expanded awareness that feels affection for the part of me that gets temporarily blinded and thick..and inevitably becomes prey.....only to emerge to a different level of expansiveness....of awareness...of appreciation.
I'm not feeling much gripe with the flyers, these days...the ephemeral parasites. They're just doing what they were born to do....adding to the mystery of an infinite interplay that has such profound intelligence behind it, it boggles the mind. It's beautiful...and truly awesome! Even though it's horrible when, in thickness/stupidity I can't shake the sense of nightmare at being eaten alive. Somehow, my growing silence embraces and, perhaps, itself eats those moments in which I'm being eaten. I see myself from above
I'm not feeling much gripe with the flyers, these days...the ephemeral parasites. They're just doing what they were born to do....adding to the mystery of an infinite interplay that has such profound intelligence behind it, it boggles the mind. It's beautiful...and truly awesome! Even though it's horrible when, in thickness/stupidity I can't shake the sense of nightmare at being eaten alive. Somehow, my growing silence embraces and, perhaps, itself eats those moments in which I'm being eaten. I see myself from above