04-17-2018, 12:00 AM
Right on.. Thats wonderful. Seeing love come out of you in a pure form is very beautiful. Makes my day. I have been making changes in my life. The iob battle has brought me back to my war days. War makes me strong and without pity and doubt. It was exciting. Is exciting. I will have to empower some mundane states to imbue with power as well.
Yes you love me because I am powerful. You love me for what I can do for you. I think you need to appreciate some of the small things in life. Beauty, as I have told you, can be witnessed, expanded, enhanced, and seen in the everyday small things. It is wonderful and blessed to be able to see them. It is wisdom. Sure power is exciting, and invigorating. Its a rush, a thrill. But its not the most important thing in life. I was very powerful not that long ago, a year or two ago. I found myself without love. I would not, with my know, let love in my world. Sure I loved but I would not let myself be loved. Now that my know is gone, off the board, I have let love in. Its nice. The point is I found that without love I didnt want to exist anymore and was getting ready to die. I would have traded all my power for love. Of course I knew i didnt need to and power always finds a way but... Love is one of the most important things in life. Its the driving force even more powerful then money itself. People will do anything for love. Its a drug and a powerful one. Joyous and deeper then we even know now. Thats my lure.
Yes you love me because I am powerful. You love me for what I can do for you. I think you need to appreciate some of the small things in life. Beauty, as I have told you, can be witnessed, expanded, enhanced, and seen in the everyday small things. It is wonderful and blessed to be able to see them. It is wisdom. Sure power is exciting, and invigorating. Its a rush, a thrill. But its not the most important thing in life. I was very powerful not that long ago, a year or two ago. I found myself without love. I would not, with my know, let love in my world. Sure I loved but I would not let myself be loved. Now that my know is gone, off the board, I have let love in. Its nice. The point is I found that without love I didnt want to exist anymore and was getting ready to die. I would have traded all my power for love. Of course I knew i didnt need to and power always finds a way but... Love is one of the most important things in life. Its the driving force even more powerful then money itself. People will do anything for love. Its a drug and a powerful one. Joyous and deeper then we even know now. Thats my lure.

