03-21-2017, 12:00 AM
The distance between. My Wiccan boyfriend left me, and the absence is oppressive. I am not drowning at sea; my bathtub will do. I am consoled because death is near me; I allow it to possess my physical body.
What petrifies me is the loss. I won't allow the loss. I miss him. I beggingly admit I am powerless without him. At whatever steep cost, I am indulging this helpless longing until he comes home to me.
Energy Bodies are beautiful. They let go enough to stalk and catch their prey, and enjoy feasting on the human form... Goddess Awarenesss... Sorcery.
What petrifies me is the loss. I won't allow the loss. I miss him. I beggingly admit I am powerless without him. At whatever steep cost, I am indulging this helpless longing until he comes home to me.
Energy Bodies are beautiful. They let go enough to stalk and catch their prey, and enjoy feasting on the human form... Goddess Awarenesss... Sorcery.

