03-22-2017, 12:00 AM
Amy Teroczi wrote: The distance between. My Wiccan boyfriend left me, and the absence is oppressive. I am not drowning at sea; my bathtub will do. I am consoled because death is near me; I allow it to possess my physical body.
What petrifies me is the loss. I won't allow the loss. I miss him. I beggingly admit I am powerless without him. At whatever steep cost, I am indulging this helpless longing until he comes home to me.
Energy Bodies are beautiful. They let go enough to stalk and catch their prey, and enjoy feasting on the human form... Goddess Awarenesss... Sorcery.
That's humorous imagery: a bathtub. If one is to drown, make it memorable and do it for reasons that can't lead to regret. Choose the outcomes.
If you want your king, you must be a queen. Kings don't leave queens. Queens don't leave kings. One must give what they expect, if they expect to keep it within their grasp. Amy, you had an adventure and now it's over. It's over. You can sit back and regret the outcome or you can fight for your king. The person you fight is you. To catch a king, the king must be given something of value. What is of value to a king who has everything? Find that and you get to capture the king. Crying over a loss changes nothing. It continues to add to the internal pressure. Doing the work alleviates the pressure and introduces a new arrangement.
Unless, you know, you're not truly suffering then change nothing and enjoy the meal.
What petrifies me is the loss. I won't allow the loss. I miss him. I beggingly admit I am powerless without him. At whatever steep cost, I am indulging this helpless longing until he comes home to me.
Energy Bodies are beautiful. They let go enough to stalk and catch their prey, and enjoy feasting on the human form... Goddess Awarenesss... Sorcery.
That's humorous imagery: a bathtub. If one is to drown, make it memorable and do it for reasons that can't lead to regret. Choose the outcomes.
If you want your king, you must be a queen. Kings don't leave queens. Queens don't leave kings. One must give what they expect, if they expect to keep it within their grasp. Amy, you had an adventure and now it's over. It's over. You can sit back and regret the outcome or you can fight for your king. The person you fight is you. To catch a king, the king must be given something of value. What is of value to a king who has everything? Find that and you get to capture the king. Crying over a loss changes nothing. It continues to add to the internal pressure. Doing the work alleviates the pressure and introduces a new arrangement.
Unless, you know, you're not truly suffering then change nothing and enjoy the meal.