12-21-2014, 12:00 AM
serloco wrote: A week later I entered into a fight with some policemen and could not defend myself or suffer the charges of assault on an officer. One of them was very violent and suffered the consequences later of his actions however before that he repeatedly beat me to the ground and kicked me many times, even stomping my head into the concrete. I just sat there unphased waiting for it to be finished. Like as if. Everything I turned into a thought impulse then, I called it a mark shot, meaning with one thought I could transmute the blows, my own or theirs. The thought, my attention is pure fusion, pure prediction and command, and with control the attention is the essence of reality and thus can be fired directky uniting and manifesting the reactions within the thought.
That sounds very intense! Iv not been in many fights, especially prolonged ones with others. I am intimidated by the idea of fighting, but will if I have to, but always before have been really good at talking my way out of them although I've been into martial arts most of my adult life.
HOWEVER - I feel a certain wierd envy now. I recently made friends with an MMA cage fighter, and in my mind I am thinking that I could never do that...considering how hard these people train and the insanity that happens to meet a certain wieght class, not to mention being stuck in there with a dude you are supposded to beat down, cause pain, and the two of you may bleed all over each other, all while a crowd looks on and cheers.
Perhaps for all those reasons, and the fear or discomfort of that situation, I should seriously consider giving it a go. I cant beleive it, but yes I am considering it.
That sounds very intense! Iv not been in many fights, especially prolonged ones with others. I am intimidated by the idea of fighting, but will if I have to, but always before have been really good at talking my way out of them although I've been into martial arts most of my adult life.
HOWEVER - I feel a certain wierd envy now. I recently made friends with an MMA cage fighter, and in my mind I am thinking that I could never do that...considering how hard these people train and the insanity that happens to meet a certain wieght class, not to mention being stuck in there with a dude you are supposded to beat down, cause pain, and the two of you may bleed all over each other, all while a crowd looks on and cheers.
Perhaps for all those reasons, and the fear or discomfort of that situation, I should seriously consider giving it a go. I cant beleive it, but yes I am considering it.