05-31-2013, 12:00 AM
"EVIL
what is it? why couldnt we stop it? and why was it travelling to perfection?
I got a taste of it last night. "Evil" without form...or so pure the formed images could barely contain themselves in its representation...became fluid abstractions that could only hint at the feeling inherent in the darkness behind it. It was a deranged mood that infected my awareness and compelled it with strange intensity to indulge in it...perhaps like how raw electrical power compels someone to unwittingly grip the wire that's electrocuting him. There was something about that force that had an almost insatiable magic for pulling me into it and infecting me at the same time....and it was horrifying in ways I cannot describe, and it was all I could do to "fight" it...to try to resolve it from within its mighty grip. In fact I cannot say I succeeded really, so used the escape hatch to wake up *looks to heaven and says* "Thank you!"
So maybe that's evil. And maybe I got a taste of why "we can't stop it" or why its so hard to stop (don't know if we've reached the point of "can't" yet). And, naturally, if it can't be stopped then it will simply evolve until there's no room for further evolution. But, I think it can be stopped honestly...by waking up, in a manner of speaking. For now, waking up is a physical thing....but when physical option is gone..maybe waking up is more of a waking in
what is it? why couldnt we stop it? and why was it travelling to perfection?
I got a taste of it last night. "Evil" without form...or so pure the formed images could barely contain themselves in its representation...became fluid abstractions that could only hint at the feeling inherent in the darkness behind it. It was a deranged mood that infected my awareness and compelled it with strange intensity to indulge in it...perhaps like how raw electrical power compels someone to unwittingly grip the wire that's electrocuting him. There was something about that force that had an almost insatiable magic for pulling me into it and infecting me at the same time....and it was horrifying in ways I cannot describe, and it was all I could do to "fight" it...to try to resolve it from within its mighty grip. In fact I cannot say I succeeded really, so used the escape hatch to wake up *looks to heaven and says* "Thank you!"
So maybe that's evil. And maybe I got a taste of why "we can't stop it" or why its so hard to stop (don't know if we've reached the point of "can't" yet). And, naturally, if it can't be stopped then it will simply evolve until there's no room for further evolution. But, I think it can be stopped honestly...by waking up, in a manner of speaking. For now, waking up is a physical thing....but when physical option is gone..maybe waking up is more of a waking in