08-08-2011, 12:00 AM
Well as for myself i got obsessed with the Castaneda books way way back. Got it really bad in fact. My being here is just an admission to myself that i would really love to talk about that world more. You know share stuff, more than talking.
I have tried sharing this stuff with friends and neighbours. Their eyes just glaze over, their faces make strange shapes. Any communication dies pretty quickly. So here it was, and still is, my hope to finally be with other people who get what 'my trip' is really about. Yeah its a shame were all over the world but hell this is way better than nothing. Also the restriction imposed on us by geographic distance is really just opportunity to be inventive with the resources we have availiable. I mean other than dreaming at night, how can we do sorcery when awake with people who are so far away? Its an honest and open question.
Lastly i dont fake my agreeing. I fall hook line and sinker. Genuinely gone into the other person. It makes me more cautious about who i interact with though. I'm easily pulled around. Its a gift and a curse.
Other than that i agree with everything you say.
In fact now i am aware of the notice you pointed out i will have to give up my idea of running 'love intensives' in Costa Rica.
I have tried sharing this stuff with friends and neighbours. Their eyes just glaze over, their faces make strange shapes. Any communication dies pretty quickly. So here it was, and still is, my hope to finally be with other people who get what 'my trip' is really about. Yeah its a shame were all over the world but hell this is way better than nothing. Also the restriction imposed on us by geographic distance is really just opportunity to be inventive with the resources we have availiable. I mean other than dreaming at night, how can we do sorcery when awake with people who are so far away? Its an honest and open question.
Lastly i dont fake my agreeing. I fall hook line and sinker. Genuinely gone into the other person. It makes me more cautious about who i interact with though. I'm easily pulled around. Its a gift and a curse.
Other than that i agree with everything you say.
In fact now i am aware of the notice you pointed out i will have to give up my idea of running 'love intensives' in Costa Rica.