08-15-2011, 12:00 AM
I wanted to write a little more on affection on this thread. I am currently full of feelings and today this forum is my outlet.
My experiences with the world have sorcery have been harsh at times. I have no teacher to hold my hand no one to put me back together when it all goes wrong. Here i am amongst people who are have gone through similar, or are struggling with things i have also faced.
Pointing out the flaws of others is easy, we often fall into this role and somewhat mistakenly feel we are great ruthless sorcerers helping shatter the reflections of others. Speaking for myself often i have longed for just some form of support, a kind word, helping hand, advice understanding, or just someone to listen without telling what to do or explaining.
Recently i have come to appreciate that some of the people i meet here are perhaps closer to me than my family. In a strange way some of you are my only real family and when i think of what i would do for you, i don't actually know the limit. This is just the expression of the feeling i have. Its fragile and delicate. Its the sort of feeling that can carry me across anything. Its not beyond being stung , but i know if it is wounded i will just get back up again and do the same. Thats my feeling today.
My experiences with the world have sorcery have been harsh at times. I have no teacher to hold my hand no one to put me back together when it all goes wrong. Here i am amongst people who are have gone through similar, or are struggling with things i have also faced.
Pointing out the flaws of others is easy, we often fall into this role and somewhat mistakenly feel we are great ruthless sorcerers helping shatter the reflections of others. Speaking for myself often i have longed for just some form of support, a kind word, helping hand, advice understanding, or just someone to listen without telling what to do or explaining.
Recently i have come to appreciate that some of the people i meet here are perhaps closer to me than my family. In a strange way some of you are my only real family and when i think of what i would do for you, i don't actually know the limit. This is just the expression of the feeling i have. Its fragile and delicate. Its the sort of feeling that can carry me across anything. Its not beyond being stung , but i know if it is wounded i will just get back up again and do the same. Thats my feeling today.