11-23-2010, 12:00 AM
Thanks again Doktor Green for more insights and challenges.
We have a different experience of love gonzo, for me it is that which motivates and provides the light for me to work through the painful mess and keep dropping my bs. Bliss has a double edge, it has been a roadblock for me when I am not holding humility, when I think I am done with the work, it has also given me many wonder full experiences, not something to be rejected or sought out but enjoyed while it lasts.
Dok, I find it hard to want to go back to a position of cynicism for instance. I spent a long time in bitter lack of love. I don't ever want to be swallowed by despair and bitter again. I guess I am afraid if I revisit that, that I will get trapped there.
We have a different experience of love gonzo, for me it is that which motivates and provides the light for me to work through the painful mess and keep dropping my bs. Bliss has a double edge, it has been a roadblock for me when I am not holding humility, when I think I am done with the work, it has also given me many wonder full experiences, not something to be rejected or sought out but enjoyed while it lasts.
Dok, I find it hard to want to go back to a position of cynicism for instance. I spent a long time in bitter lack of love. I don't ever want to be swallowed by despair and bitter again. I guess I am afraid if I revisit that, that I will get trapped there.