12-21-2010, 12:00 AM
Well, ok this doesn't totally relate to the story but it is about energy thus enlightenment..possibly...maybe... didn't want to make a new thread for this but wanted it somewhere related.
As I’ve stalked myself… I’ve come to a humbling realization. What I think and how I feel, doesn’t matter. Petty mistakes, verbal fights, awareness issues all don’t matter. What counts is knowing the ins and outs of … everything that is. The things we give negative attention to doesn’t matter when we’re diving into a black hole, vibrating to the point of invisibility, toying with the fabric of time, everything we do in daily life seems so small after we’ve seen energy and what it means to bend it at our will.
My biggest issue is how I would like to spend this power. If energy and what we can do with it is infinite, the possibilities are endless. How do I find more beings out there who share this, what can we do together, what can we do alone? I feel like I’m tripping on acid and I’ve never done acid. So much peace and quiet … if I had known it was this quiet here, I would have come sooner. Finally everything doesn’t matter and yet everything matters! Hoooo what a place to be at. We need to hang some Christmas lights at the entrance, show others where the doorway is.
As I’ve stalked myself… I’ve come to a humbling realization. What I think and how I feel, doesn’t matter. Petty mistakes, verbal fights, awareness issues all don’t matter. What counts is knowing the ins and outs of … everything that is. The things we give negative attention to doesn’t matter when we’re diving into a black hole, vibrating to the point of invisibility, toying with the fabric of time, everything we do in daily life seems so small after we’ve seen energy and what it means to bend it at our will.
My biggest issue is how I would like to spend this power. If energy and what we can do with it is infinite, the possibilities are endless. How do I find more beings out there who share this, what can we do together, what can we do alone? I feel like I’m tripping on acid and I’ve never done acid. So much peace and quiet … if I had known it was this quiet here, I would have come sooner. Finally everything doesn’t matter and yet everything matters! Hoooo what a place to be at. We need to hang some Christmas lights at the entrance, show others where the doorway is.