04-08-2011, 12:00 AM
So you defeat your SI, rather than the tyrant defeating you, gotcha, thanks so much for explaining.
Yes I can see now how that original wording could be read another way too. Well, actually, yes, but there is a moment that may feel like you are actually allowing the tyrant to defeat you. This is the hardest moment of all. But since you give the permission...its your choice, you allowed it and its your act. But feeling-wise... to go through it, it does not feel that way. That's why so few people can do it.It feels like selling yourself out. But its not and the tyrant does not even have to ever know you are doing it. You do it for yourself, your freedom to live as a warrior free of agreements that weren't yours to begin with, such as the preditorial agreement...eat or be eaten.
Yes I can see now how that original wording could be read another way too. Well, actually, yes, but there is a moment that may feel like you are actually allowing the tyrant to defeat you. This is the hardest moment of all. But since you give the permission...its your choice, you allowed it and its your act. But feeling-wise... to go through it, it does not feel that way. That's why so few people can do it.It feels like selling yourself out. But its not and the tyrant does not even have to ever know you are doing it. You do it for yourself, your freedom to live as a warrior free of agreements that weren't yours to begin with, such as the preditorial agreement...eat or be eaten.