04-22-2010, 12:00 AM
Absolute Being is beyond the I am , I see , beyond the knower , knowing and known, beyond the seer, the seeing and the seen.
In the first attention you identify with all things of your inventary, your tonal , the physical world : I am that .
In the second attention you indentify with the spirit , your dream or astral world . So long you are trapped in the first attention you believe liberation or the nagual lies in the second attention : I am .
In the third attention you identify with the pure first awareness of Being, or causal world of dualistic concepts like Freedom/Slavery ,Nirvana/Samsara etc. . So long you are trapped in the dreamworld of endless ap-shifts you will seek liberation in the third attention : I (Atman, )
I am that, what is before the first dawning of the idea of I (Para-Atman). Before every dualistic concept of known and not known , good and bad etc.
The trinity of awareness ( state of deep sleep) , conciousness (state of dream) and known (awake) are not three aspects of one , they are one .
That , what awareness is , you can call it the black sun of the fourth attention, the state of deep-deep-sleep, pure existence , which dont care if it is or not.
It is not the presence of absence. It is the absence of the presence of the one, who could be aware or not aware of himself.
The Reality , which becomes a realizer ,who realizes and who realizes as something is One. It does not matter if you experience yourself in the relative , in the I or I am or I am that. In all this three possibilities or attentions you realize yourself , but none of this realizations make you more real than you already are.
There is a verse in the Tao Te King which maybe throws a little bit more light on Existence as such, than the little transcendental masturbation above:
The Tao produced One;
One produced Two;
Two produced Three;
Three produced All things.
All things leave behind them the Obscurity
(out of which they have come), and go forward to embrace the
Brightness (into which they have emerged), while they are harmonised
by the Breath of Vacancy.
So to put it in a nutshell : God is an helpless eternal Wanker , fell in love with him/herself , tries desperately to find himself in the relative and after realizing that he/she will never find the Beloved in the relative 1.2.3. attention ,and after the merciful holocaust of the I or 3. -attention , implodes realizes that he/she was, is and will always be the lover , the love and the beloved. Nice game ?
In the first attention you identify with all things of your inventary, your tonal , the physical world : I am that .
In the second attention you indentify with the spirit , your dream or astral world . So long you are trapped in the first attention you believe liberation or the nagual lies in the second attention : I am .
In the third attention you identify with the pure first awareness of Being, or causal world of dualistic concepts like Freedom/Slavery ,Nirvana/Samsara etc. . So long you are trapped in the dreamworld of endless ap-shifts you will seek liberation in the third attention : I (Atman, )
I am that, what is before the first dawning of the idea of I (Para-Atman). Before every dualistic concept of known and not known , good and bad etc.
The trinity of awareness ( state of deep sleep) , conciousness (state of dream) and known (awake) are not three aspects of one , they are one .
That , what awareness is , you can call it the black sun of the fourth attention, the state of deep-deep-sleep, pure existence , which dont care if it is or not.
It is not the presence of absence. It is the absence of the presence of the one, who could be aware or not aware of himself.
The Reality , which becomes a realizer ,who realizes and who realizes as something is One. It does not matter if you experience yourself in the relative , in the I or I am or I am that. In all this three possibilities or attentions you realize yourself , but none of this realizations make you more real than you already are.
There is a verse in the Tao Te King which maybe throws a little bit more light on Existence as such, than the little transcendental masturbation above:
The Tao produced One;
One produced Two;
Two produced Three;
Three produced All things.
All things leave behind them the Obscurity
(out of which they have come), and go forward to embrace the
Brightness (into which they have emerged), while they are harmonised
by the Breath of Vacancy.
So to put it in a nutshell : God is an helpless eternal Wanker , fell in love with him/herself , tries desperately to find himself in the relative and after realizing that he/she will never find the Beloved in the relative 1.2.3. attention ,and after the merciful holocaust of the I or 3. -attention , implodes realizes that he/she was, is and will always be the lover , the love and the beloved. Nice game ?

