Shaking Self-Pity

[rosygyro]

yeah but! and there is always a but!



Although it has a certain martyrdom in shambling excruciating folley...

There is a certain futility in "just keeping on trucking".

I can never quite shake the feeling that for every burden i carry through honour!

there is a selfish man making light of his own!

I find it a travesty that the status quo in the sorcerers world is split between those who seek spiritual power to ease their burdens..

and those who carry burdens out of respect for spiritual power..



it stinks of hierarchy!

I carry burdens and wrestle challeneges of life out of respect for the nameless power of the infinite...

But there are disgracefull people who are happy to use FLUIDITY to occupy that comparative position so they can be superior..

I am not a slave to egocentric spiritualists..

and yet their poweful belief in their own divinity is almost unshakable..

even though they are weak pathetic worthless cheats of the honorable people around them..

they still call themselves SHAMEN..

even though they have never looked into the mirror to see themselves.. only others..

never travelled the underworld themselves... only watched the terror in the eyes of those they initiate..



there are people who have TAUGHT others all their lives...

and never become truly self aware..



why should we tolerate this?