04-19-2010, 12:00 AM
How many have ever really taken a look at their internal dialogue and
really listen, really check out what it's saying? Perhaps it's just me,
but I've found as many wonders in actually listening to my ID as I have
in stopping it. Just curious if anyone else has worked with this...In numerous hours of zazen I listen and there was brilliant ideas at times also sick ****.. like a TV shifting channel all by itself to whatever there can catch my focus.
I have this picture that its the flyer I am talking with or the ego if you like.
really listen, really check out what it's saying? Perhaps it's just me,
but I've found as many wonders in actually listening to my ID as I have
in stopping it. Just curious if anyone else has worked with this...In numerous hours of zazen I listen and there was brilliant ideas at times also sick ****.. like a TV shifting channel all by itself to whatever there can catch my focus.
I have this picture that its the flyer I am talking with or the ego if you like.