04-15-2003, 12:00 AM
I have noticed that I find myself laughing more and more when I am among people. I think of something I heard or read somewhere: There is no indication that life is meant to be taken seriously. I could be wrong, but I believe that phrase came from something Carlos Castaneda saw and relaying in the Time Magazine article about him.
People are truly silly and funny looking, myself included. I feel I look rather ugly until I go out among humanity. Man oh man are most people ugly. Its funny how, since I no longer need or want sex, I very, very rarely ever see a woman who I would even remotely consider having sex with. My personal power has been refined and is becoming cleaner and cleaner all the time. Why would I want to pollute that energy with a woman who has spent no apparent time deliberately refining and cleansing her personal power?
In order to truly consider wanting to have sex with a woman I must want to exchange a certain portion of energies with her. Its amazing how there are no women I have seen who I would really want to exchange energies with. I dont need low-grade energy and that is what human energy is if it is not deliberately refined and cleansed. Its interesting indeed!
THE DESIRE FOR SEX IS NOT A SIGN OF STRENGTH
People are truly silly and funny looking, myself included. I feel I look rather ugly until I go out among humanity. Man oh man are most people ugly. Its funny how, since I no longer need or want sex, I very, very rarely ever see a woman who I would even remotely consider having sex with. My personal power has been refined and is becoming cleaner and cleaner all the time. Why would I want to pollute that energy with a woman who has spent no apparent time deliberately refining and cleansing her personal power?
In order to truly consider wanting to have sex with a woman I must want to exchange a certain portion of energies with her. Its amazing how there are no women I have seen who I would really want to exchange energies with. I dont need low-grade energy and that is what human energy is if it is not deliberately refined and cleansed. Its interesting indeed!
THE DESIRE FOR SEX IS NOT A SIGN OF STRENGTH