08-18-2006, 12:00 AM
hi pout..
i think i wrote the wrong word...i wanted to say focus my attention, i have proplems with that...i started again to do my meditation every morning...
i strongly feel the need to get control over me and my life, i have problems to concentrate, that makes many things more difficult for me than they are.
i hope meditation will strengthen my attention..
its nearly impossible to make any progress in sorcery when you cant focus your attention on focusing your intent...
thats what i wanted to say...i can hardly concentrate..thats why im not ready for such a task.
you want to tell me what kind of sings you had?
for me the sings for recapitulation are mostly simply that i realize that feelings, like fear or anger, affect my actions and emotions, i think that i have things inside that arent "clean" . things from the past that taint my feelings and thoughts.
zzz
i think i wrote the wrong word...i wanted to say focus my attention, i have proplems with that...i started again to do my meditation every morning...
i strongly feel the need to get control over me and my life, i have problems to concentrate, that makes many things more difficult for me than they are.
i hope meditation will strengthen my attention..
its nearly impossible to make any progress in sorcery when you cant focus your attention on focusing your intent...
thats what i wanted to say...i can hardly concentrate..thats why im not ready for such a task.
you want to tell me what kind of sings you had?
for me the sings for recapitulation are mostly simply that i realize that feelings, like fear or anger, affect my actions and emotions, i think that i have things inside that arent "clean" . things from the past that taint my feelings and thoughts.
zzz