08-27-2009, 12:00 AM
Dreamgirl and Bluedreamer you two are correct in my opinion on how to approach recapitulation, I was the youngest of seven in my family and was traumatized by
being tortured by my five older brothers and my sister with normal things being the youngest and to this day they still treat me like there younger brother
even though they are weaker than me when I am in my mid forty's and I will put them in there place when they treat me like I'm not worthy of an opinion
when it comes to family matters because they are older as if I'm 10 years old and the belittlement that comes with it when we get together because they
feel that they can keep me under there thumb as they did in the past and this was there biggest mistake for assuming that they still had this influence over
me.
The point that I wanted to make about this aspect is that though recapitulation is that I undid there manipulation that they created when I was young as this
post that I will cut and paste clearly illustrates this aspect.
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I found that through dreaming and can attest to the effectiveness into everyday life that I can change my behavioral patterns and cleans my personality to the
point to where I get people rolling with laughter because my personality and humor is fluid and not constrained by self importance.
I found that without the element of self importance when dealing with people that they can not engage your normal knee jerk reaction like with typical people
that one would normally encounter and I found that allot of self importance that is with us began and forced on us when we were young.
Someone can try and fight all they want with a knee jerk reaction all they want but feel deep down that it is a permanent feature of there personality and even
when they anticipated it still overwhelms them with unexplained responses and this just pissed me off to no-end.
When I got to a certain level of being a warrior I noticed allot of unexplained behavior (inhibitions, phobias or weird unexplained behavior) that didn't
make sense to me as to why I was acting in such a way.
I used some stalking techniques to isolate the origin of behavioral patterns and would counter those instances and find the time and place that such permanent
character fixtures that affected me took place and replaced the elements that affected me with something else and that is the new understanding or undoing of
unexplained behavioral patterns.
These are a few that I mentioned before but I think or hope you will understand what someone can do to undo unwanted behavior.
Recapitulation in dreaming specifically is not something that I read about but something that just come out of me instinctively and became my most useful tool
in my pursuit on my path as a warrior.
For example and I will give you many this one happened just recently and that was a 35 year old recurring dream that I have had since I was a little kid that a
I forgot about until I remembered as a kid of having a dream that I was around 6 years old at being at a summer vacation cottage that actually happened on a
lake in real life but had nightmeres of this little girl about he same age as me and in my dreams would come riding up to me on her tricycle and I would talk
to her but when I did her mother which was mean and cruel would punish me and hit me like a mad women would and scared me and traumatize me and had a lasting
effect of my behavior at such a tender age.
When I recognized this recurring dream while I was in my dreaming attention I felt I had to hid the fact that I was aware and stalk by acting out the dream and
to lure the women and kid out and let the dream play out to the point not letting the offensive energy(nightmares element) know that this was a set up.
Everything turned out as planed and when I encountered the women that I was afraid of I slapped the the living **** out of that **** and told her that she had
no right to treat me and scare me that way and when I woke up I know that I will never have that childhood nightmares again and that was just a couple of
months ago but it shows how far back ago you can go and to this day I have not had that nightmare like I had about 25 times.
I have taken care of allot of things in the meantime for example things that affect your self esteem and this had nothing to do with nightmares or past dreams
this was a shyness that I could not explain it got in the way of me socializing an element that limited me from interacting with people something that was
always there and I fought it to untold endless turmoil when I was around people and always felt limited with my dealings with people because I felt that
something was preventing me from acting from my full potential because of some strange behavioral limitations.
When I reached to a certain level with dreaming and through my dreaming I focused on that matter and was able to trace it when I was little kid, one of my
sisters friends used to play with my shyness when I was vulnerable and would pin me down with it and laugh at me and would intensify it totally at my expense
and when I would see them years later they would do the same thing again and get the same effect and I'm wondering what the *** is going on because they
just triggered that response from that point of being young, it had a lasting effect on me at least for 30 years of unexplained inhibition and what really made
me get to the root of the problem is that made me mad because it got in the way of me getting **** when I was single because I would just not be myself for
some odd reason.
I eventually traced the problem through dreaming and navigated my phobia I corrected the problem through my dreaming I replaced that shyness with something
else and when I woke up my shyness and inhibitions were gone instantly and when you recognize what your doing you can pick off and recap things that effect you
on a energy level as far as someone that is effecting your energy or personality with you to a certain extent and I'm sure each person is different.
I'm good stalking bad energy that's after me and confront it and beat the **** out of it but I find that I have to disguise myself in order to have it
happen as far as something that they initiated while dreaming because you can anticipate a dream as it unfolds and when you recognize this you can control the
energy interplay instead of being a player- hook, line and sinker- of negative energy that drains you and you know it when you wake up that you feel you just
have been fucked by something in your dreams.
When in a lucid state of dreaming you can navigate to your problems and turmoil that happened in the past and undo the permanent infliction that was imposed on
you by F.E. that main objective is to feed off your energy.
Dreamers get your energy back.
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My suggestion would be to navigate to items that had a deep effect on you and take care of them first by going into deep meditation and muster up the bad
energy that transpired at that moment and with the recap technique replace the bad energy with your own good energy and intent and by doing this you should
feel immediate results and then go after the less important ones on your list.
being tortured by my five older brothers and my sister with normal things being the youngest and to this day they still treat me like there younger brother
even though they are weaker than me when I am in my mid forty's and I will put them in there place when they treat me like I'm not worthy of an opinion
when it comes to family matters because they are older as if I'm 10 years old and the belittlement that comes with it when we get together because they
feel that they can keep me under there thumb as they did in the past and this was there biggest mistake for assuming that they still had this influence over
me.
The point that I wanted to make about this aspect is that though recapitulation is that I undid there manipulation that they created when I was young as this
post that I will cut and paste clearly illustrates this aspect.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I found that through dreaming and can attest to the effectiveness into everyday life that I can change my behavioral patterns and cleans my personality to the
point to where I get people rolling with laughter because my personality and humor is fluid and not constrained by self importance.
I found that without the element of self importance when dealing with people that they can not engage your normal knee jerk reaction like with typical people
that one would normally encounter and I found that allot of self importance that is with us began and forced on us when we were young.
Someone can try and fight all they want with a knee jerk reaction all they want but feel deep down that it is a permanent feature of there personality and even
when they anticipated it still overwhelms them with unexplained responses and this just pissed me off to no-end.
When I got to a certain level of being a warrior I noticed allot of unexplained behavior (inhibitions, phobias or weird unexplained behavior) that didn't
make sense to me as to why I was acting in such a way.
I used some stalking techniques to isolate the origin of behavioral patterns and would counter those instances and find the time and place that such permanent
character fixtures that affected me took place and replaced the elements that affected me with something else and that is the new understanding or undoing of
unexplained behavioral patterns.
These are a few that I mentioned before but I think or hope you will understand what someone can do to undo unwanted behavior.
Recapitulation in dreaming specifically is not something that I read about but something that just come out of me instinctively and became my most useful tool
in my pursuit on my path as a warrior.
For example and I will give you many this one happened just recently and that was a 35 year old recurring dream that I have had since I was a little kid that a
I forgot about until I remembered as a kid of having a dream that I was around 6 years old at being at a summer vacation cottage that actually happened on a
lake in real life but had nightmeres of this little girl about he same age as me and in my dreams would come riding up to me on her tricycle and I would talk
to her but when I did her mother which was mean and cruel would punish me and hit me like a mad women would and scared me and traumatize me and had a lasting
effect of my behavior at such a tender age.
When I recognized this recurring dream while I was in my dreaming attention I felt I had to hid the fact that I was aware and stalk by acting out the dream and
to lure the women and kid out and let the dream play out to the point not letting the offensive energy(nightmares element) know that this was a set up.
Everything turned out as planed and when I encountered the women that I was afraid of I slapped the the living **** out of that **** and told her that she had
no right to treat me and scare me that way and when I woke up I know that I will never have that childhood nightmares again and that was just a couple of
months ago but it shows how far back ago you can go and to this day I have not had that nightmare like I had about 25 times.
I have taken care of allot of things in the meantime for example things that affect your self esteem and this had nothing to do with nightmares or past dreams
this was a shyness that I could not explain it got in the way of me socializing an element that limited me from interacting with people something that was
always there and I fought it to untold endless turmoil when I was around people and always felt limited with my dealings with people because I felt that
something was preventing me from acting from my full potential because of some strange behavioral limitations.
When I reached to a certain level with dreaming and through my dreaming I focused on that matter and was able to trace it when I was little kid, one of my
sisters friends used to play with my shyness when I was vulnerable and would pin me down with it and laugh at me and would intensify it totally at my expense
and when I would see them years later they would do the same thing again and get the same effect and I'm wondering what the *** is going on because they
just triggered that response from that point of being young, it had a lasting effect on me at least for 30 years of unexplained inhibition and what really made
me get to the root of the problem is that made me mad because it got in the way of me getting **** when I was single because I would just not be myself for
some odd reason.
I eventually traced the problem through dreaming and navigated my phobia I corrected the problem through my dreaming I replaced that shyness with something
else and when I woke up my shyness and inhibitions were gone instantly and when you recognize what your doing you can pick off and recap things that effect you
on a energy level as far as someone that is effecting your energy or personality with you to a certain extent and I'm sure each person is different.
I'm good stalking bad energy that's after me and confront it and beat the **** out of it but I find that I have to disguise myself in order to have it
happen as far as something that they initiated while dreaming because you can anticipate a dream as it unfolds and when you recognize this you can control the
energy interplay instead of being a player- hook, line and sinker- of negative energy that drains you and you know it when you wake up that you feel you just
have been fucked by something in your dreams.
When in a lucid state of dreaming you can navigate to your problems and turmoil that happened in the past and undo the permanent infliction that was imposed on
you by F.E. that main objective is to feed off your energy.
Dreamers get your energy back.
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My suggestion would be to navigate to items that had a deep effect on you and take care of them first by going into deep meditation and muster up the bad
energy that transpired at that moment and with the recap technique replace the bad energy with your own good energy and intent and by doing this you should
feel immediate results and then go after the less important ones on your list.