02-02-2014, 12:00 AM
lp...applying the teaching of a warrior in life....yes..so i see your mind has gone into overdrive...my suggestion would be that you look at the 'now' situation before you got intimate with N..
what would your decision have been?
after the intimate encounter..the 'now' snapshot moment...
what's changed?
do you feel the intimate encounter would have happened if you had moved in before it happened..
if there are no guarantees in life, and i have no idea what N's expectations or self awareness level is like..
seems like you have tried before you bought.....which adds information if you see it from a stalkers point of view.
see the landscape.....gain as much in the now info as you can, for yourself now....thats the package youd be moving into.....forget about the past feelings about your old house....
this is about moving forward.....
even if it was for three months...for example..what is the gift?
if its not a gift..then dont go...
if you can see it as a new experience, full of new opportunituies and challenges..even if it may only last a 'moment'...then why not?
life is for living..for the experience.....live in the now....you will survive, even if it lasts for a week right? you'll keep breathing...so,
snapshot moment.....info of that moment.....act or dont act...wheres the calling to power?
this obviously wont be only opportunity if you pass on it....so you only have, what you have to base a decision on...and you cant be wrong...
enjoy what feels right ..that would be the path of heart and can only be seen moment to moment anyway.x
what would your decision have been?
after the intimate encounter..the 'now' snapshot moment...
what's changed?
do you feel the intimate encounter would have happened if you had moved in before it happened..
if there are no guarantees in life, and i have no idea what N's expectations or self awareness level is like..
seems like you have tried before you bought.....which adds information if you see it from a stalkers point of view.
see the landscape.....gain as much in the now info as you can, for yourself now....thats the package youd be moving into.....forget about the past feelings about your old house....
this is about moving forward.....
even if it was for three months...for example..what is the gift?
if its not a gift..then dont go...
if you can see it as a new experience, full of new opportunituies and challenges..even if it may only last a 'moment'...then why not?
life is for living..for the experience.....live in the now....you will survive, even if it lasts for a week right? you'll keep breathing...so,
snapshot moment.....info of that moment.....act or dont act...wheres the calling to power?
this obviously wont be only opportunity if you pass on it....so you only have, what you have to base a decision on...and you cant be wrong...
enjoy what feels right ..that would be the path of heart and can only be seen moment to moment anyway.x