07-25-2011, 12:00 AM
I find myself in the category of a stalker. It is the wierdest thing possible.I thought that castanedas books were difficult to understand. Assemblage points inorganics etc were a stretch at one time. That stuff is like bread and butter now.
There is a huge amount of info on stalking just not even mentioned. It is wierd beyond belief.Gazing down furrows of time is a great description of something that currently am hard pressed to describe any better. At times of waking lucidity i am aware that i have elcted to enter a tunnel and play out a particular role that is all encompassing and totally engulfing. It is not acting, and yet it is.
The whole thing is interlaced with the mysterious properties of 'time' in a way that leaves me quite baffled. I know of quite a few people that dream in the here and now. Different worlds etc. Thats is easy to understand. When i dream it is usually when fully awake and involves 'piercing time' in the here and now. For some reason my experiences of the double are in the future. Its difficult trying to wrap my head around how all this actually hangs together.
There is a huge amount of info on stalking just not even mentioned. It is wierd beyond belief.Gazing down furrows of time is a great description of something that currently am hard pressed to describe any better. At times of waking lucidity i am aware that i have elcted to enter a tunnel and play out a particular role that is all encompassing and totally engulfing. It is not acting, and yet it is.
The whole thing is interlaced with the mysterious properties of 'time' in a way that leaves me quite baffled. I know of quite a few people that dream in the here and now. Different worlds etc. Thats is easy to understand. When i dream it is usually when fully awake and involves 'piercing time' in the here and now. For some reason my experiences of the double are in the future. Its difficult trying to wrap my head around how all this actually hangs together.