07-30-2011, 12:00 AM
Well i will briefly outline an interesting experience i had a short while back . Its not really the double experiencing the future, more a case of what happens when the tonal shrinks to allow the nagual in. But its a good one anyway. It certainly haunted me.
I was driving my car through the countryside to get to the shops. I was feeling pretty low and depressed as i had just lost a good friend of 13 years. I turned the music on in an attempt to overwrite my mood with music. All in all i was pretty wrapped up in my own sense of misery and displacement in life as i drove along the road. My whole world was focussed inwards and i was feeling really really ****.
Half wrapped up in my own thoughts I saw a car some distance into a field up ahead. It was facing the wrong way and looked pretty smashed up on one side. A figure was walking around it looking over the vehicle. I guessed that the car had left the road after an accident rolled a few times then came to rest. Thats what it looked like as i drove past.
Normaly i would have stopped to check and see how recent it all was, past training habits and all that, but today frankly i couldnt really give a damn. I was feeling lousy about the world and didnt feel like stopping.
As i reached the brow of the hill and passed the vehicle i saw that the figure that had passed around the vehicle was not there. There was no one there at all and no place they could have rationally disappeared to.
'Strange' i thought to myself, maybe i had seen the spirit of someone inside, maybe someone who had died. I have seen this sort of thing before after all. But heck no i was still not stopping, i was too upset about other stuff. and all this passed through my mind in a fraction of a second as i sped past and promptly forgot about it still caught up in feeling **** and confused about the world.
20 minutes later i was driving home, the same road, just the other direction. The car was still there in the field tracks leading into the field and smashed glass everywhere. My mood was completely different now, almost at one with the world. Curious about what i had seen before i decided to stop this time and see if there was anyone in the car.
I pulled over, off the road, and walked 50 yards out into the field to where the broken vehicle was resting. I walked over to the drivers side, saw there was no-one in it, then walked around the front of the vehicle to the other side seeing if there was anything interesting left inside.
At this point i realised that my path around the car was exactly the same as what i had seen before as i drove past. I had a sudden realisation 'I had seen myself walking around the car'.
For those that question such things, well yes i understand such questions, all i can say is that there is a bodily knowing that sometimes comes concerning such things. My body knows what it saw.
I was driving my car through the countryside to get to the shops. I was feeling pretty low and depressed as i had just lost a good friend of 13 years. I turned the music on in an attempt to overwrite my mood with music. All in all i was pretty wrapped up in my own sense of misery and displacement in life as i drove along the road. My whole world was focussed inwards and i was feeling really really ****.
Half wrapped up in my own thoughts I saw a car some distance into a field up ahead. It was facing the wrong way and looked pretty smashed up on one side. A figure was walking around it looking over the vehicle. I guessed that the car had left the road after an accident rolled a few times then came to rest. Thats what it looked like as i drove past.
Normaly i would have stopped to check and see how recent it all was, past training habits and all that, but today frankly i couldnt really give a damn. I was feeling lousy about the world and didnt feel like stopping.
As i reached the brow of the hill and passed the vehicle i saw that the figure that had passed around the vehicle was not there. There was no one there at all and no place they could have rationally disappeared to.
'Strange' i thought to myself, maybe i had seen the spirit of someone inside, maybe someone who had died. I have seen this sort of thing before after all. But heck no i was still not stopping, i was too upset about other stuff. and all this passed through my mind in a fraction of a second as i sped past and promptly forgot about it still caught up in feeling **** and confused about the world.
20 minutes later i was driving home, the same road, just the other direction. The car was still there in the field tracks leading into the field and smashed glass everywhere. My mood was completely different now, almost at one with the world. Curious about what i had seen before i decided to stop this time and see if there was anyone in the car.
I pulled over, off the road, and walked 50 yards out into the field to where the broken vehicle was resting. I walked over to the drivers side, saw there was no-one in it, then walked around the front of the vehicle to the other side seeing if there was anything interesting left inside.
At this point i realised that my path around the car was exactly the same as what i had seen before as i drove past. I had a sudden realisation 'I had seen myself walking around the car'.
For those that question such things, well yes i understand such questions, all i can say is that there is a bodily knowing that sometimes comes concerning such things. My body knows what it saw.