07-30-2009, 12:00 AM
Ha, you're a young guy getting older, you have reached the age of disapointment, don't damn panic, now is the time of becomming a fuller man, that **** hurts but it is useful to you and intimate with you, it is crying for you to learn. I tell you there is something important to be learned from the tonal even when it goes into the realm of bullshit or even especially when it goes there. Your ideals have taken a fall and you and the people around you disappoint. You and the people are never what you think, thought can't keep up with that ****, howhy judge that? This judgement seems to protect and maybe it did in a time when you needed it to, but now maybe it dries you up and keeps you from recieving the full of your deep humanity. This clay is always good. Make a bowl there. Needs water. Grieve man, let it out without thought and judgement, peace, and please, from me to you tears move(ing) a man or a woman to feel with a tender heart but you'll still have bitchy days and cool lapses always changing from moment to moment. Bless it.
I like you docta lee, I sense your will to learn and you are willing to step back from judgement, I've noticed that here. And you are generous in sharing your web site with other players. I loved watching those children drum, watching them listen. There is life you shared. Share some more, slow down, breathe. Have ideals accepting that you wont always live up to them. Ideals are important but they don't exist as we depict them, insist too hard and you loose them. Friend , forgive everything to be free. And here is some of the best advice I(after I'd already chosen it and seen it's damage) received along this old trip. Never choose bitter, you may feel it sometimes but don't consent to take it as a consant and justifiable position. Consider this docta, I'm sitting around realizin I'm getting older, I've lived it and I'm still a **** head , always will have an ass but somehow my life is getting juicier and friendships better, my alone time too--my ass is more fit and trim--ha ha ha! Yes it is fragile, imperfect, preciously perfect.
The spirit moves me, moves you, all
Peace and Blessings docta lee
this is a night of thankful to the spirit
I like you docta lee, I sense your will to learn and you are willing to step back from judgement, I've noticed that here. And you are generous in sharing your web site with other players. I loved watching those children drum, watching them listen. There is life you shared. Share some more, slow down, breathe. Have ideals accepting that you wont always live up to them. Ideals are important but they don't exist as we depict them, insist too hard and you loose them. Friend , forgive everything to be free. And here is some of the best advice I(after I'd already chosen it and seen it's damage) received along this old trip. Never choose bitter, you may feel it sometimes but don't consent to take it as a consant and justifiable position. Consider this docta, I'm sitting around realizin I'm getting older, I've lived it and I'm still a **** head , always will have an ass but somehow my life is getting juicier and friendships better, my alone time too--my ass is more fit and trim--ha ha ha! Yes it is fragile, imperfect, preciously perfect.
The spirit moves me, moves you, all
Peace and Blessings docta lee
this is a night of thankful to the spirit