07-18-2003, 12:00 AM
quote threeshadows:
Personal history relates to social affairs, whereas personal weakness is at one's own responsibility to deal with. The term personal history refers more to whom you depend on, who is judging you in what way, what ways of behavior people think you represent and so forth. People show you your mirror, whereas your mirror as you yourselves would perceive it is something completely different.
So if you create a fog around you, people don't really know what and who you are, since they can't reflect your way of being. Besides you can stalk your own behavior more efficiently.
To erase your personal history doesn't mean you need to show everybody you are not social. But you should make arrangements that you are able to change around the people you deal with in you life day by day, I mean to leave the people that you have known for some time and that know your personality. If people know you, especially your parents, they are always ready to tell you what you are like. To stop the world, you need to step out anew. You would start a hole new life, with no regrets for what you needed to leave, with no need to turn around and cling to old habits that fix your attention point in one specific place.
That constant readiness for a change should be a continuous attitude in your behavior anyhow, if you want to be a man or a woman of knowledge. And if you are ready for a decision to by and by leave your intimate community, you need to beckon the spirit to assist you in your solitude. It's a process of years, nothing is accomplished in one day when it comes to shaping you personality.
Personal history relates to social affairs, whereas personal weakness is at one's own responsibility to deal with. The term personal history refers more to whom you depend on, who is judging you in what way, what ways of behavior people think you represent and so forth. People show you your mirror, whereas your mirror as you yourselves would perceive it is something completely different.
So if you create a fog around you, people don't really know what and who you are, since they can't reflect your way of being. Besides you can stalk your own behavior more efficiently.
To erase your personal history doesn't mean you need to show everybody you are not social. But you should make arrangements that you are able to change around the people you deal with in you life day by day, I mean to leave the people that you have known for some time and that know your personality. If people know you, especially your parents, they are always ready to tell you what you are like. To stop the world, you need to step out anew. You would start a hole new life, with no regrets for what you needed to leave, with no need to turn around and cling to old habits that fix your attention point in one specific place.
That constant readiness for a change should be a continuous attitude in your behavior anyhow, if you want to be a man or a woman of knowledge. And if you are ready for a decision to by and by leave your intimate community, you need to beckon the spirit to assist you in your solitude. It's a process of years, nothing is accomplished in one day when it comes to shaping you personality.