10-01-2006, 12:00 AM
Hello, when I first read this everything happened to me as far experianceing or perceiving the shadow being and while reading this for the first time when the book first came out and while I was reading it I went through the whole nine yards of what I would describe as severing the energy draining umbilical cord from the shadows while reading it and experianceing the fear of such a thing, knowing that I would be alone in this world and never being the same person by doing that and then reading what to expect after I was going through it and my defence was shutting off my internal dialog and while doing that I seen energy all around me and something that I remember seeing is two luminous balls "spheres" right in front of me about the size of baseballs rotating around each other and not in the corner of my eyes but something that was in my main focus and learn real quick to maintain inner silence for about approximately 2o minutes before I would give in and started to think again or take a break and then started not thinking -"internal dialog".
After that I could not sleep for days with the lights off untill I maintained a level of sanity.
Now I look forward to the darkness and inner silence.
Something that reminded me of all this is the movie "Matrix" when they got unplugged,Its my guess that the writters read C.C.
Aranno.
After that I could not sleep for days with the lights off untill I maintained a level of sanity.
Now I look forward to the darkness and inner silence.
Something that reminded me of all this is the movie "Matrix" when they got unplugged,Its my guess that the writters read C.C.
Aranno.