10-22-2014, 12:00 AM
It would seem to be that my own energy it its natural state is firey, sunny, bold, positive, daring, joyous, and spontaneous. As if the body has an energy source not unlike the power of the sun.
This goes against my upbringing which is to be timid, shy, and loyal. But I have to work really hard every day to maintain this natural state often loosing it alltogether.
The only way I can maintain it seems to be something like these programming lines in my self-made reason (logic):
if (inner silence = joy)
then (natural energy = yes) and (reason = my own)
and if discipline = the progression of consistently doing more than I thought I can do
Then (doing NOT = thinking)
Penguins are AWESOME btw
This goes against my upbringing which is to be timid, shy, and loyal. But I have to work really hard every day to maintain this natural state often loosing it alltogether.
The only way I can maintain it seems to be something like these programming lines in my self-made reason (logic):
if (inner silence = joy)
then (natural energy = yes) and (reason = my own)
and if discipline = the progression of consistently doing more than I thought I can do
Then (doing NOT = thinking)
Penguins are AWESOME btw