06-25-2014, 12:00 AM
I have finished reading this entire book and have come to the conclusion that at least some of it is true. The problem I now face is what to do.
Over time my research has led me more and more to the truth about human existence. I came to know that most of what had been taught to me about the world was a lie. For instance as I looked at spirituality from a different perspective other than my Roman Catholic upbringing. I found that the god I have been brought up to know was a false god created by people in power to control the population.
The thing I'm having a hard time as of late with is the realization (if true) is that was humanity created as a slave race to serve extra-terrestrial beings who have been warring with each other since the beginning of time? Do we not have any saving grace? I always thought that somewhere out there there must be someone out there that has risen above petty violence and war?
I guess this is where the toltecs come in, I guess I have been nieve all this time to think that extra-terrestrial races have overcome this limitation.
The thing that effects me the most is knowing that we were genetically created to provide a service to other star races and have been controlled and manipulated as far back as time itself.
I don't even have the words to respond to this revelation if true which it seems to be based on my other research.
I'm sure I'm letting my thinking go to far with this, but I can't seem to help it. It's quite a challenge to face the darkest fears one can imagine.
Over time my research has led me more and more to the truth about human existence. I came to know that most of what had been taught to me about the world was a lie. For instance as I looked at spirituality from a different perspective other than my Roman Catholic upbringing. I found that the god I have been brought up to know was a false god created by people in power to control the population.
The thing I'm having a hard time as of late with is the realization (if true) is that was humanity created as a slave race to serve extra-terrestrial beings who have been warring with each other since the beginning of time? Do we not have any saving grace? I always thought that somewhere out there there must be someone out there that has risen above petty violence and war?
I guess this is where the toltecs come in, I guess I have been nieve all this time to think that extra-terrestrial races have overcome this limitation.
The thing that effects me the most is knowing that we were genetically created to provide a service to other star races and have been controlled and manipulated as far back as time itself.
I don't even have the words to respond to this revelation if true which it seems to be based on my other research.
I'm sure I'm letting my thinking go to far with this, but I can't seem to help it. It's quite a challenge to face the darkest fears one can imagine.