01-25-2014, 12:00 AM
Mornings Son wrote:
cherryarc wrote:How do you know if you have succeeded in removing the foreign installation. Is it possible to have somehow stumbled upon it and sort of removed it from the start. Almost by mistake, without preparing yourself for its removal. Because I feel I went through some pretty harrowing stuff, and it all sort of feels end game. Like it was the big act. And that Now I have been left without a mind. I lost that sort of aloofness that people get in life where they are able to sort of not really think about what they are doing. and just have a conversation or something.
Believe it would be possible, but rare, to loss the FI by some event...
I had just the thing happen to me. We (my allies and I) were making thought impulses that were disigned to guide and control the event unfolding from reality For example we would form a judgement about a girl thinking i am cute, and then watch as the girl has the thought and then proceeds to make conversation with me. We use these controlled thought impulses for many things, and they have always worked great wonders and miracles in my world. It is as if my mind connects to everything and my thoughts make up the world. In this awareness that is the way it is. Anyways I had some bad friends show up, some iobs from an old world that i detest. They showed up and started projecting these thoughts into my head that i didnt like, negative thoughts about the world and the people. I then used my thoughts to force them out of my head, and formed the impulse to shoot the out. I fired the thought like a weaopon and when i did all the voices and thinking beings left my head and I saw several distinct flying black images soaring though the air around me, scurrying back and forth over me. There motion was ghostly and they didnt slow down before changing directions midflight. They just zigzagged back and forth over me trying to get back in, Well they did get back in, and i have now twice fired them out of me. The bad ones i define as the FI, They control thoughts, and override my original thoughts by drowning them out. Yet i have gotten louder and stronger then them. Some of these iobs are very good beings though, and so i do not define them as FI but as separate iobs and allies. There are many forms of iobs, and many iobs act like you would define the FI to be. Meaning they project awareness into your consciousness, and create consciousness. I found it crucial after working with these beings for so long to always remember that i can generate consciousness on my own, with my own thoughts and attention. Otherwise i would be dependant on these 'feeders'.
cherryarc wrote:How do you know if you have succeeded in removing the foreign installation. Is it possible to have somehow stumbled upon it and sort of removed it from the start. Almost by mistake, without preparing yourself for its removal. Because I feel I went through some pretty harrowing stuff, and it all sort of feels end game. Like it was the big act. And that Now I have been left without a mind. I lost that sort of aloofness that people get in life where they are able to sort of not really think about what they are doing. and just have a conversation or something.
Believe it would be possible, but rare, to loss the FI by some event...
I had just the thing happen to me. We (my allies and I) were making thought impulses that were disigned to guide and control the event unfolding from reality For example we would form a judgement about a girl thinking i am cute, and then watch as the girl has the thought and then proceeds to make conversation with me. We use these controlled thought impulses for many things, and they have always worked great wonders and miracles in my world. It is as if my mind connects to everything and my thoughts make up the world. In this awareness that is the way it is. Anyways I had some bad friends show up, some iobs from an old world that i detest. They showed up and started projecting these thoughts into my head that i didnt like, negative thoughts about the world and the people. I then used my thoughts to force them out of my head, and formed the impulse to shoot the out. I fired the thought like a weaopon and when i did all the voices and thinking beings left my head and I saw several distinct flying black images soaring though the air around me, scurrying back and forth over me. There motion was ghostly and they didnt slow down before changing directions midflight. They just zigzagged back and forth over me trying to get back in, Well they did get back in, and i have now twice fired them out of me. The bad ones i define as the FI, They control thoughts, and override my original thoughts by drowning them out. Yet i have gotten louder and stronger then them. Some of these iobs are very good beings though, and so i do not define them as FI but as separate iobs and allies. There are many forms of iobs, and many iobs act like you would define the FI to be. Meaning they project awareness into your consciousness, and create consciousness. I found it crucial after working with these beings for so long to always remember that i can generate consciousness on my own, with my own thoughts and attention. Otherwise i would be dependant on these 'feeders'.