03-13-2002, 12:00 AM
i work with a man who has been having a lot of personal turmoil in his life recently, caused mainly by his own poor choices. he has begun to let slip his mask of sanity more than a little and ppl have begun to notice and avoid him. i got caught in an exchange with him a couple of weeks ago and, oh yeah, you can see his most clearly in his eyes.
i think its perfectly fitting that the most wonderful and *alive* ppl have a similar look in their eyes, not the same but not that usual dull and suppressed look most ppl have. that duality/nonduality rule in application again...
I remember a long long time ago one night when I looked at myself in the mirror and I just freaked myself out, I got scared at my own image that I saw. At the time, I thought that it was just my imagination running wild or something but now, I would not be so sure. I saw in my own eyes, something that was not me, saw the flyer(s) in me, I saw it in my own eyes.
But like you, I too have noticed the same.
i think its perfectly fitting that the most wonderful and *alive* ppl have a similar look in their eyes, not the same but not that usual dull and suppressed look most ppl have. that duality/nonduality rule in application again...
I remember a long long time ago one night when I looked at myself in the mirror and I just freaked myself out, I got scared at my own image that I saw. At the time, I thought that it was just my imagination running wild or something but now, I would not be so sure. I saw in my own eyes, something that was not me, saw the flyer(s) in me, I saw it in my own eyes.
But like you, I too have noticed the same.

