How can one reach total freedom?

[Peacefulwarrior]

Hi to all . 2 Years ago I was in a terrible position. A spell was done against me by someone in power after I found out that they were a murderer. I felt horror and big emotional pain all across my body. It would go numb. I started watching chakra clearing videos and meditation videos in order to transform the fear of the murdered person that I was feeling. I did transform it, but this man did a magic spell on me and on all other people in order to protect his ego. When unconscious people were speaking to me they were causing me great emotional pain, beacuse of the entities that were doing it through them. At one point the pain became so unbearable that I decided I was going to end my life. I tryed to choke myself while listening to the naguals voice and I nearly succeded to die in peace, but the entities didnt let me to. They interfered and nearly ate me alive from the inside! My body began shaking with the fear energy and they were going to eat me so I couldn't kill myself. After 6 months of living presently every day and watching chakra and other meditation videos I managed to break the spell and cleared my self from the demons that possessed me. I felt great joy that day as I burned with the fire from within after reading "The Fire From Within" by CC. I still haven't given up my quest for total freedom, but the flyers mind doesn't let me to die in peace. From what I know in order to really change or reach total freedom one has to leave the human form or die, but one has to die in full consciousness or after one has achieved conscious immortality. My question is how can one die without being eaten by the flyer?

Please post your comments and answers. Thanks!