08-07-2009, 12:00 AM
I am noticing my self-importance lately and how it limits nowtime with overated dramas and questionable unquestionable claims , I can see there are places I
am still clinging and pretending , reminds me of Rumi's " married to God and pretending not" . I can see but still havent caught the will to
leap through me me me, caught the will to notice though, maybe the next wave is on its way ....am practicng "formless" by getting more familiar with
the mechanisms of my "forming" and rejecting the ongoing spin of babble mouth crapsciousness plus the break up of some friends who are my friends in
flesh(heart) and archetype, it's utterly amazing mysterious and i experience it that way most often when I'm at their home which is no longer as it
was...it's shaking my foundations
it isn't the tonal or fi or my idea of "I" that control the will but the battle with them increases your chance of being there to catch will
when it comes?
am still clinging and pretending , reminds me of Rumi's " married to God and pretending not" . I can see but still havent caught the will to
leap through me me me, caught the will to notice though, maybe the next wave is on its way ....am practicng "formless" by getting more familiar with
the mechanisms of my "forming" and rejecting the ongoing spin of babble mouth crapsciousness plus the break up of some friends who are my friends in
flesh(heart) and archetype, it's utterly amazing mysterious and i experience it that way most often when I'm at their home which is no longer as it
was...it's shaking my foundations
it isn't the tonal or fi or my idea of "I" that control the will but the battle with them increases your chance of being there to catch will
when it comes?