10-15-2008, 12:01 AM
...as to, See through. Starting with seeing through myself. However , as I advance , I See through other people. It is disturbing , yet informs my
survival. And , it is likely the fault of my own past acts that I too often See only people who have hidden agendas. Maybe they don't know it . I did not
See my own for many lifetimes.
As to prejudices: I've tried to deal with mine. But I'm getting radical thanks to what Castaneda wrote. That is , all things are equal to me ;
animals , insects , plants , all life. Sooner or later we all die or disappear, back to primordial energy. I like the way this makes me feel , and I am sure
it aids my ability to See. It's tricky , too. That is , to accept those things that offend me , personally. I am considering Not-Doing in a more serious
way as a tool to confront these problems. That is , to flow with rather than confront. It is a tricky proposition.
I must admit , that I have some nostalgia for some of those Nations of the New World (Indians) , that did not have to deal with these problems , which I guess
is what Controlled Folly was created for
survival. And , it is likely the fault of my own past acts that I too often See only people who have hidden agendas. Maybe they don't know it . I did not
See my own for many lifetimes.
As to prejudices: I've tried to deal with mine. But I'm getting radical thanks to what Castaneda wrote. That is , all things are equal to me ;
animals , insects , plants , all life. Sooner or later we all die or disappear, back to primordial energy. I like the way this makes me feel , and I am sure
it aids my ability to See. It's tricky , too. That is , to accept those things that offend me , personally. I am considering Not-Doing in a more serious
way as a tool to confront these problems. That is , to flow with rather than confront. It is a tricky proposition.
I must admit , that I have some nostalgia for some of those Nations of the New World (Indians) , that did not have to deal with these problems , which I guess
is what Controlled Folly was created for

