11-12-2006, 12:00 AM
today I made some plans on how to work on stopping internal dialogue, it looked good to me,
but sudenly out of nowhere an thought appeared which said "It won't work", plain and simple.
I was kind of sure this had to be from FI, it could not be a messsage from spirit, because
my link to spirit is dead like death.
as a result, heres my theory of how internal dialogue and FI work together.
the internal dialogue is natural, even if there were no FI, we would be able ho have it.
it's like talking or running, the only problem is we are unable to stop it, we even don't
know we should stop it, or that it's possible to stop it. unfortunately like other doings,
internal dialogue is energy consuming and if it's not used wisely, the end result is we are half dead,
exhausted just by thinking. so we're like hampster in a wheel - de does not know he should stop sometime,
and if he would want to stop, he does not know how to jump out of it.
normaly the work of FI is pretty easy, just modulete and support the dialogue stream by
inserting thoughts and trifle ideas. for example, one is awakening in the morning thoughtless,
so FI picks some scary thought ("is the boss going to fire me today") , which kick starts the
dialogue in the "right" direction and FI can happily feast on the victim.
little harder work for the flyer comes when one tries to stop internal dialogue intentionaly.
I think the strategy is this - FI just backs off for a while waiting until the foucus
weakens ( and this inevitably happens , because we were never trained in focusing intent ), and once it
does, it tries to inconspicuously inject some ideas, thoughts, to start the dialogue again.
The reason for backing off
is that when the focus is clear, it would be obvious from where the thoughts are comming.
FI usualy manages to recreate dialogue soon enough before AP shift and the only thing that
remains is frustration.
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time to buy gold ?
but sudenly out of nowhere an thought appeared which said "It won't work", plain and simple.
I was kind of sure this had to be from FI, it could not be a messsage from spirit, because
my link to spirit is dead like death.
as a result, heres my theory of how internal dialogue and FI work together.
the internal dialogue is natural, even if there were no FI, we would be able ho have it.
it's like talking or running, the only problem is we are unable to stop it, we even don't
know we should stop it, or that it's possible to stop it. unfortunately like other doings,
internal dialogue is energy consuming and if it's not used wisely, the end result is we are half dead,
exhausted just by thinking. so we're like hampster in a wheel - de does not know he should stop sometime,
and if he would want to stop, he does not know how to jump out of it.
normaly the work of FI is pretty easy, just modulete and support the dialogue stream by
inserting thoughts and trifle ideas. for example, one is awakening in the morning thoughtless,
so FI picks some scary thought ("is the boss going to fire me today") , which kick starts the
dialogue in the "right" direction and FI can happily feast on the victim.
little harder work for the flyer comes when one tries to stop internal dialogue intentionaly.
I think the strategy is this - FI just backs off for a while waiting until the foucus
weakens ( and this inevitably happens , because we were never trained in focusing intent ), and once it
does, it tries to inconspicuously inject some ideas, thoughts, to start the dialogue again.
The reason for backing off
is that when the focus is clear, it would be obvious from where the thoughts are comming.
FI usualy manages to recreate dialogue soon enough before AP shift and the only thing that
remains is frustration.
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time to buy gold ?