06-24-2005, 12:00 AM
Castor,
I agree, I believe we will only feel complete when we rejoin our Source.
Toltechie said: "If we don't have an FI, then why do we act so self destructively? Why,when we are making progress with ourselves do others, often those close to us, step up to the plate and sabotage us with their behavior?"
Other people have egos as well. Even when you think that yours is subdued other peoples' egos can still trigger yours because you haven't gone all the way.
I think you got hurt and discouraged by those close to you and have retreated to a defensive posture and concocted a "Foreign Installation" to give you something to fight so you won't have the responsibility of surrendering you sense of separate self. There is no "I" in team.
I agree, I believe we will only feel complete when we rejoin our Source.
Toltechie said: "If we don't have an FI, then why do we act so self destructively? Why,when we are making progress with ourselves do others, often those close to us, step up to the plate and sabotage us with their behavior?"
Other people have egos as well. Even when you think that yours is subdued other peoples' egos can still trigger yours because you haven't gone all the way.
I think you got hurt and discouraged by those close to you and have retreated to a defensive posture and concocted a "Foreign Installation" to give you something to fight so you won't have the responsibility of surrendering you sense of separate self. There is no "I" in team.