06-25-2005, 12:00 AM
Hello Toltechie,
I read closely what you wrote and thank you for writing that. The teacher you have ''J'' seams like a person that knows alot and I like when he said that all in books shouldn't be taken as the only point of wiew.
I'm aware of parasite existing, I read about them, I read the ''Active side of infinity'' and as you I liked most ''The tales of power''
But I don't take it all for granted. Don't know... I have my silly opinion, my point of view and I integrate in it what I find to be good sense for me, what I can feel...
Maybe what I do is egoism, but I don't claim that I'm free of my ego , never claimed that... In fact, it is sometimes too big and too hard to handle and I'm sometimes too weak to battle and to be a warrior.
I can only keep on trying. I don't consider me as a powerfull person, I find my self to be as important as all other things on this planet. I like trees, water, mountains, long walks and I see in them more power and I found more sense in them than in some books written...I like starry nights, looking and observing sky, distant gallaxies, star clusters...
I know that we all have parts of us that are parasitic and that in dimension that is parallel with this one many shadows are and that all interracts. But I think that in Univere all interracts, all can react and give many results and that Universe is full of dimensions and there are many possible solutions, it is on us to choose.
As you said we should work on reducing ego and parasites and on recognizing them inside our selves. I try to, but it is hard sometimes. We all have desires that sometimes turn into selfishness, selfimportance...at least I have them...
We should do more and more on reducing selfishness.
I'm not 100% positive, though I would like to be .
I'm just an entity of this beautifull planet with it's beautiful mountains, woods, streams, rivers and deserts and I find my sense in them. My intention would be to be like other things on this world, like a tree, stable, aware and quiet, balanced... not to make so much mess...
I'm maybe a full that dosn't think too much about things, but prefers to enjoy the moment when the tree is shaking in the afternoon wind, the shadow that leafs create..., some magnificent power of the moment, rocks in the twilight... happines just to live, just to be a part of this world. There is so much beautiness on this Earth, I have never seen something so beautifull...
I truly love, I am in love with one beutifull being; our planet Earth, that is all I am.
Maybe I sound silly, but I mean this from my heart,
Castor
P.S. And I appologize if I make spell mistakes, English is not my native language and spellchecker doesn't work in this moment.
I read closely what you wrote and thank you for writing that. The teacher you have ''J'' seams like a person that knows alot and I like when he said that all in books shouldn't be taken as the only point of wiew.
I'm aware of parasite existing, I read about them, I read the ''Active side of infinity'' and as you I liked most ''The tales of power''
But I don't take it all for granted. Don't know... I have my silly opinion, my point of view and I integrate in it what I find to be good sense for me, what I can feel...
Maybe what I do is egoism, but I don't claim that I'm free of my ego , never claimed that... In fact, it is sometimes too big and too hard to handle and I'm sometimes too weak to battle and to be a warrior.
I can only keep on trying. I don't consider me as a powerfull person, I find my self to be as important as all other things on this planet. I like trees, water, mountains, long walks and I see in them more power and I found more sense in them than in some books written...I like starry nights, looking and observing sky, distant gallaxies, star clusters...
I know that we all have parts of us that are parasitic and that in dimension that is parallel with this one many shadows are and that all interracts. But I think that in Univere all interracts, all can react and give many results and that Universe is full of dimensions and there are many possible solutions, it is on us to choose.
As you said we should work on reducing ego and parasites and on recognizing them inside our selves. I try to, but it is hard sometimes. We all have desires that sometimes turn into selfishness, selfimportance...at least I have them...
We should do more and more on reducing selfishness.
I'm not 100% positive, though I would like to be .
I'm just an entity of this beautifull planet with it's beautiful mountains, woods, streams, rivers and deserts and I find my sense in them. My intention would be to be like other things on this world, like a tree, stable, aware and quiet, balanced... not to make so much mess...
I'm maybe a full that dosn't think too much about things, but prefers to enjoy the moment when the tree is shaking in the afternoon wind, the shadow that leafs create..., some magnificent power of the moment, rocks in the twilight... happines just to live, just to be a part of this world. There is so much beautiness on this Earth, I have never seen something so beautifull...
I truly love, I am in love with one beutifull being; our planet Earth, that is all I am.
Maybe I sound silly, but I mean this from my heart,
Castor
P.S. And I appologize if I make spell mistakes, English is not my native language and spellchecker doesn't work in this moment.