02-19-2002, 12:00 AM
this has always been a subject i haven't been able to understand.
while investigating my mind, i've found several parts from within. there are several voices that contradict each other, and the super-ego is the one that chooses which one to acknowledge at a given moment.
i can't whole-heartedly accept the idea that one of those parts could be said to be external, on the basis that it says different things than another part. sure, there is a part that tells me to act less than impeaccably, but that could just as well be a part of me, as it could be foreign installation.
because of this, i've chosen to accept the theory of flyers eating away our energy and taking over our minds as metaphorical. that one must indeed destroy parts of the mind, and it is convenient to say that those parts are external, as the process of destruction then comes more willingly.
on the other hand, this doesn't fit the fact that don Juan pointed out, that all the people all over the world seem to experience same thoughts and feelings. which is very true.
look at the ny terror strike. i couldn't give a f*ck about it, but the overall consensus is that it affected the whole mankind. now that i would believe to be a manifestation of the flyer mind.
but how do i find it from within? just stating that the parts in me that disagree with this warrior-thing seems really half-assed.
rotblood
while investigating my mind, i've found several parts from within. there are several voices that contradict each other, and the super-ego is the one that chooses which one to acknowledge at a given moment.
i can't whole-heartedly accept the idea that one of those parts could be said to be external, on the basis that it says different things than another part. sure, there is a part that tells me to act less than impeaccably, but that could just as well be a part of me, as it could be foreign installation.
because of this, i've chosen to accept the theory of flyers eating away our energy and taking over our minds as metaphorical. that one must indeed destroy parts of the mind, and it is convenient to say that those parts are external, as the process of destruction then comes more willingly.
on the other hand, this doesn't fit the fact that don Juan pointed out, that all the people all over the world seem to experience same thoughts and feelings. which is very true.
look at the ny terror strike. i couldn't give a f*ck about it, but the overall consensus is that it affected the whole mankind. now that i would believe to be a manifestation of the flyer mind.
but how do i find it from within? just stating that the parts in me that disagree with this warrior-thing seems really half-assed.
rotblood