12-27-2002, 12:00 AM
my freind was apathetic for the first few years of his life, he has since gained most of the emotions apart from guilt and sadness, but he described something to me i think is realvent to this, he said that all the hate hew had supressed had become like another entity inside his head, insted of becoming something that feed from him it became something that protected him, he claims it is now a seperate entity, capable of leaving him, but so far it has not. another thing is (and this relates to the post in dreams on alter egos) that when i was eight i desgined this creature, which has the exact same name and description as his creature has, which i realy creepy, i know he isnt lieing becuse he didnt know about this at the time and i didnt know him back then. plus it was a very unusual name that i made up, and it was the same. i cant explain this . but anyway, it developed into something that protected him,
so if your freind has 'good' voices in her head too then she could find a way of useing those to fight off the 'evil' ones>?"she who walks with three shadows"
so if your freind has 'good' voices in her head too then she could find a way of useing those to fight off the 'evil' ones>?"she who walks with three shadows"

