08-17-2010, 12:00 AM
Its not that funny...
I dont agree with your tone or definition of hope in the slightest"
call it gut instinct!
Ive stood on a high branch of a tree and considered stepping off as an act of intent! just to crash through to another dimension and leave a futile looking corpse as a launchpad!
but that was one of the happiest days of my youth!
Ive also been insaneley challeneged by life.. and driven to despair of the lack of common humanity man should have but seems to want to wrestle for power first and equality second!
and ive stood on top of the multistory carpark and looked down...
and havent jumped..even though its been the most hideous miscarriage of reality that has precipitated events...
i havent jumped because Nothing in this world will ever make me quit!.....
Do you get me!
I ONLY MOVE TO GET SOMEWHERE ELSE IN THE UNKNOWN
I DONT EVER MOVE TO ESCAPE SOMETHING I CANT HACK IN THE KNOWN
If you are going to define hope as being in MY future as if its a generic thing that all people have in their future..
you want to make darn sure that the UNKNOWN is what you hope for..
becasue its what i hope for"
anything else is actually offensive to the warrior spirit!
like wei shan yang says...
escaping a repetitive groove you yourself have established!!!
its called polarisation...
you see something you dont want from your social conditioning.. and hope it to change...
and as such in your desire to "CHANGE" you never let go of the thing you are trying to avoid because of your own resistance.. and so NOTHING changes...CATCH 22
MY METHOD!
You find something that scares the **** out of you more and in a totally radicly different way to the things you wish to change...
and as the unknown overwhelms your entire life including your social conditioning.. you MOVE toward it.. dragging your legs against the flow.. and bleeding insanity in your skull!
By the time you take three steps toward it you have a whole new set of problems to deal with!
but at least your not directly polarising with your social conditioning!
more jumping into chaos in order to escape logic. "whatever that may be".
FEAR makes you walk toward it or run away depending on your character..
death makes you run toward it.. or it goes unnoticed depending on what sort of character you are!
If i ever jump off a building. i will be screaming fuckyou until i hit the floor!
I dont agree with your tone or definition of hope in the slightest"
call it gut instinct!
Ive stood on a high branch of a tree and considered stepping off as an act of intent! just to crash through to another dimension and leave a futile looking corpse as a launchpad!
but that was one of the happiest days of my youth!
Ive also been insaneley challeneged by life.. and driven to despair of the lack of common humanity man should have but seems to want to wrestle for power first and equality second!
and ive stood on top of the multistory carpark and looked down...
and havent jumped..even though its been the most hideous miscarriage of reality that has precipitated events...
i havent jumped because Nothing in this world will ever make me quit!.....
Do you get me!
I ONLY MOVE TO GET SOMEWHERE ELSE IN THE UNKNOWN
I DONT EVER MOVE TO ESCAPE SOMETHING I CANT HACK IN THE KNOWN
If you are going to define hope as being in MY future as if its a generic thing that all people have in their future..
you want to make darn sure that the UNKNOWN is what you hope for..
becasue its what i hope for"
anything else is actually offensive to the warrior spirit!
like wei shan yang says...
escaping a repetitive groove you yourself have established!!!
its called polarisation...
you see something you dont want from your social conditioning.. and hope it to change...
and as such in your desire to "CHANGE" you never let go of the thing you are trying to avoid because of your own resistance.. and so NOTHING changes...CATCH 22
MY METHOD!
You find something that scares the **** out of you more and in a totally radicly different way to the things you wish to change...
and as the unknown overwhelms your entire life including your social conditioning.. you MOVE toward it.. dragging your legs against the flow.. and bleeding insanity in your skull!
By the time you take three steps toward it you have a whole new set of problems to deal with!
but at least your not directly polarising with your social conditioning!
more jumping into chaos in order to escape logic. "whatever that may be".
FEAR makes you walk toward it or run away depending on your character..
death makes you run toward it.. or it goes unnoticed depending on what sort of character you are!
If i ever jump off a building. i will be screaming fuckyou until i hit the floor!