10-30-2008, 12:00 AM
Mornings Son wrote:
Maybe also there is a point in breaking free from the internal dialog and act swiftly in accordance with Nagual?
When physically fighting for your life this happens.If things get real serious and you are aware that itis a fight for life , the int .dia . stops right at
the moment you sense or understand or see that you might be killed. About 10 years ago at about 23.00 at night I was attacked by a stranger at the entrance
of the building I live.He was taller,younger,stronger.We struggled for 2 minutes maybe,I managed to keep my ground ,we were talking during this time,Iwas
whispering as if I was afraid that my father and brothers would hear and would be angry even at me,this whispering I did deliberately to fool him.Actually
there were no father or brothers of mine living there.Then I lost the ground I was standing on because he grabbed me by the belly and easily pulled me up the
4 steps up that was in front of the elevateor.At the moment we were in front of the elevator my int. dia. stopped and I was not thinking with words anymore
but with images I saw.I saw that we were in the elevator and he was strangling me by the neck.It was like seeing a few minutes away,beforehand.Still with the
internal dialogue stopped I shouted the the word one shouts when calling out for help in my language at the top of my voice.My voice sounded like someone
elses voice,not a voice sounding beatiful to the ear,it was like the voice of a savage woman living in caves;
it was not the word that I shouted that I heard,what came out of my mouth was a meaningless word, made out of some sylables I cant remember now,and it did
not sound like a begging or crying for help,it was rather the last attack one does before dying.It was so unexpected for him I guess because all the time I
was whispering and suddenly I shouted.He made 3 very big steps ,opened his legs to their utmost possible and ran away like hell.Then I returned to normal.The
stopping of the int. dia. lasted only moments and I did not see energy .
Maybe also there is a point in breaking free from the internal dialog and act swiftly in accordance with Nagual?
When physically fighting for your life this happens.If things get real serious and you are aware that itis a fight for life , the int .dia . stops right at
the moment you sense or understand or see that you might be killed. About 10 years ago at about 23.00 at night I was attacked by a stranger at the entrance
of the building I live.He was taller,younger,stronger.We struggled for 2 minutes maybe,I managed to keep my ground ,we were talking during this time,Iwas
whispering as if I was afraid that my father and brothers would hear and would be angry even at me,this whispering I did deliberately to fool him.Actually
there were no father or brothers of mine living there.Then I lost the ground I was standing on because he grabbed me by the belly and easily pulled me up the
4 steps up that was in front of the elevateor.At the moment we were in front of the elevator my int. dia. stopped and I was not thinking with words anymore
but with images I saw.I saw that we were in the elevator and he was strangling me by the neck.It was like seeing a few minutes away,beforehand.Still with the
internal dialogue stopped I shouted the the word one shouts when calling out for help in my language at the top of my voice.My voice sounded like someone
elses voice,not a voice sounding beatiful to the ear,it was like the voice of a savage woman living in caves;
it was not the word that I shouted that I heard,what came out of my mouth was a meaningless word, made out of some sylables I cant remember now,and it did
not sound like a begging or crying for help,it was rather the last attack one does before dying.It was so unexpected for him I guess because all the time I
was whispering and suddenly I shouted.He made 3 very big steps ,opened his legs to their utmost possible and ran away like hell.Then I returned to normal.The
stopping of the int. dia. lasted only moments and I did not see energy .