03-08-2009, 12:00 AM
k this may sound strange. but every once in a while i get this odd feeling i can't explain. it feels almost like a sense of impending doom but not quite.
i don't know how to explain it. I get this feeling randomly, once in a blue moon. During these periods it is much like a drug trip. it begins, peaks and
then fades.
During these periods i get a strange scary feeling of... well nothing. it feels like my head is going to explode, when i looks at things they seem like i am
seeing them for the first time. I get strange sensations all over my body. This causes me to feel panicked and i sometimes hyperventilate until i realise
it's all in my head. sometimes it feels like maggots crawling under my skin. or i feel like i am going to die at any second, even though I am not in any
immediate danger.
has anyone experienced this? i don't know what causes it or how to stop it. it scares the hell out of me. even tho it is not dangerous.
And ever since i feel myself being drawn back to the warriors way.
i don't know how to explain it. I get this feeling randomly, once in a blue moon. During these periods it is much like a drug trip. it begins, peaks and
then fades.
During these periods i get a strange scary feeling of... well nothing. it feels like my head is going to explode, when i looks at things they seem like i am
seeing them for the first time. I get strange sensations all over my body. This causes me to feel panicked and i sometimes hyperventilate until i realise
it's all in my head. sometimes it feels like maggots crawling under my skin. or i feel like i am going to die at any second, even though I am not in any
immediate danger.
has anyone experienced this? i don't know what causes it or how to stop it. it scares the hell out of me. even tho it is not dangerous.
And ever since i feel myself being drawn back to the warriors way.

