what is this strange feeling?

[rosygyro]

its OK.. I seriously damaged my third eye as a child... and although i had the seers ability prior to the accident... i lost my perception due to slip whilst
stalking that set my assemblage, a crack in my skull just above my nose..... scar tissue and a bad stitches by a hillbilly doctor.. sealed my third eye
shut!... so my spirit was torn between my physical and my aura accross a bridge of mortality! one inch either way and i would have died...


i lost my assemblage position, but still had a seer trapped within....


subsequently i needed absolutely terrorising in order to beg to awaken in order to gather the intent necissary to establish a fluidity of perception that
circumvented my physical damage!


my memory of seeing in one style is in early childhood...ive been a warrior ever since.. but i use the term warrior as a seer,, i have never been violent or
even sought to know how to fight! as i will not compromise my warriors shield by abusing my fellow man!...




the man who scared the wits out of me! knew this...and knew that my fear and madness was the only way to become fluid again!, besides if i want to believe a
nagal is evil.. who is he to argue.. he knows he isnt!...


and its better to believe a nagal is evil, than to find a genuinley evil person! although the line between the two is only angle of approach! ha ha.. ( i
think).