05-20-2009, 12:00 AM
your confused since u think im a muslim or racist
the only reason i use such a reputed word is because i had a dream in which people were dying from a flood and as I was being washed out of a building and down
a street I grabbed ahold of the ledge on a corner stone.... someone came out to try and help me and got washed away for their troubles.... thena voice said if
I chant allah I will live, allah would save my life, so I began adding the word into my chants and thoughts out of respect for the overwhelming impression of
power the dream left on me....
and anyway I hold that the human mind is incapable of discerning without meditation the true word, as the mind is covered in layers and layers of ignorance,
and durring silent sitting meditation with a single focus the layers of obscurity fall away to reveal the trueness within, and when people use noise and
activity to do truth, they pull from the layers of ignorance, rather than allowing the ignorance to falla way so that the truth reveals itself on its own
I open my heart to the goddess. This is a divine feminine energy, but it is very earthy, like my spider, yet it is not of anything.
the only reason i use such a reputed word is because i had a dream in which people were dying from a flood and as I was being washed out of a building and down
a street I grabbed ahold of the ledge on a corner stone.... someone came out to try and help me and got washed away for their troubles.... thena voice said if
I chant allah I will live, allah would save my life, so I began adding the word into my chants and thoughts out of respect for the overwhelming impression of
power the dream left on me....
and anyway I hold that the human mind is incapable of discerning without meditation the true word, as the mind is covered in layers and layers of ignorance,
and durring silent sitting meditation with a single focus the layers of obscurity fall away to reveal the trueness within, and when people use noise and
activity to do truth, they pull from the layers of ignorance, rather than allowing the ignorance to falla way so that the truth reveals itself on its own
I open my heart to the goddess. This is a divine feminine energy, but it is very earthy, like my spider, yet it is not of anything.