08-06-2011, 12:00 AM
Yes potentially it will lead to moving the AP. However its easy to get lost in explanations and miss the magic. What i think is more valuable is just accurately describing the experience. Describing the phenomena actually guides our attention into awareness of the magic experience. That is infintely more beneficial. A good description contains the power to deliver us to something approaching sorcery. Like lunoor said about it evoking a feeling of longing. That is the beginning of the effect i am after, being moved by your descriptions, moving you with mine. This is awareness between a new generation of sorcerers, alive, real, hunting elegantly. So lets hunt!
Heres my male perspective.
I feel my partner changing the rhythm of her body her back begins to arch. I then start recieve very slight sensations from inside her vagina. Sometimes this is more obvious than others. I naturally focus on these feelings and strangely i start to have a visual representaion of her genital area. This is not an imagined mental event. The awareness of her womb is separate from emotions and metal phenomena i am feeling at the time.
The internal sensations from my partner continue for a minute or so and i have wave after wave of information coming from her sexual organs. Each wave updates the extranormal awareness i have of her internal structure, i am somehow strangely aware of it changing shape, intensifying the flow of awareness at this level between. My own climax often feels merely a response to a command from her womb. I sometime have the impression that all i am doing with my penis is stimulating her womb into awakening. I sometimes also have the distinct impression that my own orgasm is delivered to me, that i am carried somehow on the sensations she is sending me. My own orgasm is hardly dependent on me at all, it is just a response to something incredibly ancient, old beyond words. Something dark and vast that reaches out of her, inside her, to command me.
This entire experience happens outside thought. I can have a range of emotional responses during sex, the same with thoughts. Fantasies, imaginings, memories, anxieties frustrations. But mental and emotional phenomena are separate from the awareness of what is happening in her womb. I sometimes lose track of which part of her i am even engaged with. Her personality dissappears and there is no idea of her as an id at this time. Her body seems to take on primal qualities, it does its own thing, some sort of series of ancestoral reflexs triggered by my being inside her. But when the information and awareness from her womb start to touch me i find it difficult to follow much else. I am literally over the edge, gone.
So no explanations, just descriptions.
Heres my male perspective.
I feel my partner changing the rhythm of her body her back begins to arch. I then start recieve very slight sensations from inside her vagina. Sometimes this is more obvious than others. I naturally focus on these feelings and strangely i start to have a visual representaion of her genital area. This is not an imagined mental event. The awareness of her womb is separate from emotions and metal phenomena i am feeling at the time.
The internal sensations from my partner continue for a minute or so and i have wave after wave of information coming from her sexual organs. Each wave updates the extranormal awareness i have of her internal structure, i am somehow strangely aware of it changing shape, intensifying the flow of awareness at this level between. My own climax often feels merely a response to a command from her womb. I sometime have the impression that all i am doing with my penis is stimulating her womb into awakening. I sometimes also have the distinct impression that my own orgasm is delivered to me, that i am carried somehow on the sensations she is sending me. My own orgasm is hardly dependent on me at all, it is just a response to something incredibly ancient, old beyond words. Something dark and vast that reaches out of her, inside her, to command me.
This entire experience happens outside thought. I can have a range of emotional responses during sex, the same with thoughts. Fantasies, imaginings, memories, anxieties frustrations. But mental and emotional phenomena are separate from the awareness of what is happening in her womb. I sometimes lose track of which part of her i am even engaged with. Her personality dissappears and there is no idea of her as an id at this time. Her body seems to take on primal qualities, it does its own thing, some sort of series of ancestoral reflexs triggered by my being inside her. But when the information and awareness from her womb start to touch me i find it difficult to follow much else. I am literally over the edge, gone.
So no explanations, just descriptions.